It's Been Awhile

[00:18.14] And it's been a while
[00:19.93] Since I could hold my head up high
[00:26.47] And it's been a while
[00:28.21] Since I first saw you
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[00:34.53] And it's been a while
[00:36.43] Since I could stand on my own two feet again
[00:42.83] And it's been a while
[00:44.51] Since I could call you
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[00:51.14] And everything I can't remember
[00:59.08] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[01:07.30] The consequences that are rendered
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[01:15.68] I've stretched myself beyond my means
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[01:23.68] And it's been a while
[01:25.65] Since I can say that I wasn't addicted
[01:32.14] And it's been a while
[01:33.99] Since I can say I love myself as well, and
[01:40.14] And it's been a while
[01:42.11] Since I've gone and fucked things up just like I always do
[01:48.79] And it's been a while
[01:50.35] But all that shit seems to disappear when I'm with you
[01:56.82] And everything I can't remember
[02:04.72] As fucked up as it all may seem
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[02:12.84] The consequences that I've rendered
[02:19.13]
[02:21.38] I've gone and fucked things up again, again
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[02:34.14] Why must I feel this way?
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[02:42.49] Just make this go away
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[02:50.34] Just one more peaceful day
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[03:02.04] And it's been a while
[03:03.89] Since I could look at myself straight
[03:10.49] And it's been a while
[03:12.15] Since I said I'm sorry
[03:16.29]
[03:18.54] And it's been a while
[03:20.61] Since I've seen the way the candles light your face
[03:26.93] And it's been a while
[03:28.86] But I can still remember just the way you taste
[03:35.25] And everything I can't remember
[03:43.15] As fucked up as it all may seem to be, I know it's me
[03:51.40] I cannot blame this on my father
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[03:59.36] He did the best he could for me
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[04:07.40] And it's been a while
[04:09.39] Since I could hold my head up high
[04:15.76] And it's been a while
[04:17.78] Since I said I'm sorry
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