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[00:13.80] I'm always tryna please another
[00:17.87] But always get it wrong and I end up getting hurt
[00:21.13] Planned my life by trying to succeed
[00:24.56] But never ended up with what I really need
[00:27.72] I wish that I could write and hide away
[00:31.85] Trapped in my head and I'm never safe
[00:35.16] Take me back to being seventeen
[00:37.78] Before I understood just what he'd do to me, hmm
[00:44.17] But Steph's already got her shit sorted
[00:47.76] And Kristy's on her way to New York, huh
[00:51.17] Wish I wasn't just always so caught in
[00:57.96] Wishing I could be somebody
[01:01.22] I just turned twenty-one and got nothing
[01:05.11] Thinking I could fix it all next yеar
[01:09.46] I'm sorry that I'm always so sad
[01:12.64] I bet you wanna fix me up so bad
[01:16.28] Cut me up, mold mе like I'm plastic
[01:19.65] Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
[01:23.09] Maybe it's just all in my head
[01:26.42] I wish I could be happy instead
[01:29.68] Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week
[01:33.13] Way too busy crying in the, crying in the fabric
[01:39.68] But not next year
[01:42.05] No, no, no, not next year
[01:45.53] I'm livin it up next year
[01:49.87] But I wish I could breathe
[01:53.67] I wish I could let go of this feeling
[01:57.25] That all of my friends got all they need and
[02:00.76] I'm on my own
[02:04.06] Wish you could leave
[02:07.55] Leave me to spend my whole life running
[02:11.06] Doing a lot, then doing nothing
[02:14.42] Wasting my time
[02:20.29] But Steph's already got her shit sorted
[02:23.73] And Kristy's on her way to New York, huh
[02:26.95] Wish I wasn't just always so caught in
[02:33.94] Wishing I could be somebody
[02:36.88] 'Cause I just turned twenty-one and got nothing
[02:40.63] Thinking I could fix it all next year
[02:45.02] I'm sorry that I'm always so sad
[02:48.64] I bet you wanna fix me up so bad
[02:51.80] Cut me up, mold me like I'm plastic
[02:55.48] Wonder why they think we ain't lasting
[02:58.77] Maybe it's just all in my head
[03:02.22] I wish I could be happy instead
[03:05.63] Haven't looked you in the eyes since last week
[03:09.32] Way too busy crying in the, crying in the fabric
[03:15.41] But not next year
[03:18.29] No, no, no, not next year, year
[03:25.32] Oh
[03:27.73] But I wish I could forgive and forget
[03:33.77] I'm so sick of feeling salty
[03:37.45] It hurts to hate somebody
[03:41.82] Sometimes, I just wish we'd never met
[03:47.72] 'Cause I'd rather feel nothing
[03:51.58] If it hurts to hate somebody
[04:00.89] (Honestly, let's keep that in)
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