Trying

[00:00.48] What will we do now we've lost it to trying?
[00:06.29] We've lost it to trying (trying)
[00:12.66] Trying to be content, ain't trying to be complacent
[00:15.64] Trying to stay grounded while I'm trying to break it
[00:18.64] Trying to stay motivated, my motor's waning
[00:20.75] I got invitation to the game, don't wanna overstay it
[00:24.04] Trying to be a great husband, trying to be a great artist
[00:27.19] Trying to find inspiration, trying to find where the heart is, yeah
[00:31.14] Trying to blow your mind and speaker
[00:32.51] Trying to buy it, never lease it, trying to get some time with Jesus
[00:35.78] Trying to find my genius, trying to hide my secrets
[00:38.62] Trying to find a reason, trying to trust my ideas
[00:41.73] Trying to speed the process, trying to stop reading comments
[00:44.54] Trying to find some confidence (I'm trying to find my keys)
[00:47.76] I'm trying to be respected, trying to hit the checklist
[00:50.68] Trying to reach perfection, trying to reach to leave an impression
[00:53.89] Trying to put this phone down for a second
[00:56.29] Trying to check it, I'm trying to live up to everything I expected
[00:59.93] Trying to buy some Bitcoin, trying to buy some loyalty
[01:02.92] Trying to find a producer who wants more than just a royalty
[01:06.08] I'm trying to innovate while everybody trying to imitate
[01:09.09] Trying to make it look like I ain't trying, damn
[01:15.60] All my life, all I ever did was (try)
[01:21.11] I'm just (trying)
[01:27.57] All my life, all I ever did was (try)
[01:33.24] I'm just (trying)
[01:35.07] Trying to stop trying and start trusting, trying to stop lusting
[01:38.83] Trying to stop cussing, ah f- it
[01:41.16] Trying to have my name in the top ten whenever that's in discussion
[01:44.85] I'm trying to make a major impact with an indie budget
[01:47.68] I'm trying to be present, trying to be faithful, trying to be grateful
[01:50.48] Trying to be gracious, but they try my patience
[01:52.76] I'm trying to be great, trying to find balance
[01:54.58] Trying to move forward, never go backwards
[01:56.36] Ain't trying to be average, live a life that matters
[01:58.33] Trying to outrun sadness, eat more salad
[02:00.31] Trying to leave my baggage but I keep on packing
[02:02.36] Trying to get back in to the road less traveled
[02:04.34] But I need my map, I delete my apps
[02:06.38] For a week then I'll be right back
[02:07.55] I'm trying to see me in a 'Lac
[02:08.79] On the West Side Highway doing ninety with the seat leaned way back
[02:11.32] Beat in the back
[02:12.19] I got baggage I ain't unpack
[02:13.63] I got things that I can't take back
[02:15.08] Words that I tell myself way worse than the ones when they attack
[02:17.86] Now one thing I know is for certain
[02:19.53] I'm gonna ruin everything trying to make it perfect
[02:21.97] All my life I've been searching
[02:24.97] For protection, I show the blemish
[02:26.46] They go to exit, no affection
[02:28.07] Show the love, don't finesse it
[02:29.66] Flesh and blood, not the weapon
[02:31.15] Load it up, get the message
[02:32.66] Phone 'em up, get the blessing
[02:34.13] Rolling up, codependent
[02:39.59] All my life, all I ever did was (try)
[02:45.13] I'm just (trying)
[02:51.55] All my life, all I ever did was (try)
[02:59.14] What if I showed up, could it be enough?
[03:05.08] What if I showed up, could it be enough?
[03:10.43] I can't be everything, that I wanna be for you
[03:19.52] But I'll be here, trying!
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