Self Destructive

[00:19.25] Self-destructive tendencies
[00:23.84] That I have are killing me slowly
[00:28.50] But that's fine
[00:31.36] I like the way it feels
[00:33.77] Yeah, I, I like the way it feels
[00:38.51] When I think that I'm leaving
[00:43.08] And I hurt myself to prove that I'm human
[00:50.45] Where did I go wrong this time?
[00:56.01] If I don't wake up, I'm better off
[01:01.33] I'll finally catch up on my sleep
[01:06.01] I've been so lost
[01:08.37] 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
[01:15.39] If I don't wake up, I'm better off
[01:20.39] I'll finally catch up on my sleep
[01:25.29] I've been so lost
[01:27.52] 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
[01:36.13] Tell me I won't be this way forever
[01:43.08] I can't do this for much longer
[01:47.75] Does anyone give a fuck?
[01:50.64] I don't think that's the case
[01:55.30] I wanna be anywhere else but here
[02:01.29] Lately, it's been getting hard to feel
[02:05.92] But I'm getting used to it
[02:12.98] If I don't wake up, I'm better off
[02:17.95] I'll finally catch up on my sleep
[02:22.93] I've been so lost
[02:25.22] 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
[02:32.22] (If I don't wake up)
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[02:41.70] (If I don't wake up)
[02:44.76]
[02:51.37] (If I don't wake up) I'm better off
[02:56.35] I'll finally catch up on my sleep
[03:01.34] I've been so lost
[03:03.51] 3:00 a.m. thoughts are building a new home just for me
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