Internal War
๐ต 1591 characters
โฑ๏ธ 4:48 duration
๐ ID: 9090774
๐ Lyrics
I never contemplated from adolescence to a man
Why I'm so quiet, with little friends
Could the reason be I'm whispering to spirits?
Apparitions inside my head
I tried fighting off the demons
Until they showed me what I needed
Conjuring emotions and violent solutions
I let them burrow deeper and possess a part of me
Now I am one with the damned
They're fuckin' tempting me
The tension keeps rising
Tell me it's alright to make wreckless decisions
Assert my vengeance
I want to force them to feel what it's like to be
Still covered in the scars of past oppressors
Fortunately, I healed faster indulging in grief
Still, I'll never forgive what was done to me
My escape in empty highways
A simple pen serves well as my weapon
After being held captive
Slightly considering death
Once one thing I loved was robbed from me
Slicing a knife through the wrist was the first and final attempt
Leaving behind the mental abuse and emotional stress
I'm harmed, but finally free
When I think about it, I don't need help
I just inflicted scars to watch myself bleed
Maybe to realize how damaged I am internally
No longer suppressing memories
The past had to be released!
I'm not miserable now
Still, you couldn't handle what transpires within my dreams
Incessant rambling, horrific crime scenes
If there was a god, he's punishing me
If there was a god, he's punishing me
For years of defiance and blasphemy
Where was my calm before or after the storm?
Where was my calm before or after the storm?
Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
War!
Why I'm so quiet, with little friends
Could the reason be I'm whispering to spirits?
Apparitions inside my head
I tried fighting off the demons
Until they showed me what I needed
Conjuring emotions and violent solutions
I let them burrow deeper and possess a part of me
Now I am one with the damned
They're fuckin' tempting me
The tension keeps rising
Tell me it's alright to make wreckless decisions
Assert my vengeance
I want to force them to feel what it's like to be
Still covered in the scars of past oppressors
Fortunately, I healed faster indulging in grief
Still, I'll never forgive what was done to me
My escape in empty highways
A simple pen serves well as my weapon
After being held captive
Slightly considering death
Once one thing I loved was robbed from me
Slicing a knife through the wrist was the first and final attempt
Leaving behind the mental abuse and emotional stress
I'm harmed, but finally free
When I think about it, I don't need help
I just inflicted scars to watch myself bleed
Maybe to realize how damaged I am internally
No longer suppressing memories
The past had to be released!
I'm not miserable now
Still, you couldn't handle what transpires within my dreams
Incessant rambling, horrific crime scenes
If there was a god, he's punishing me
If there was a god, he's punishing me
For years of defiance and blasphemy
Where was my calm before or after the storm?
Where was my calm before or after the storm?
Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
War!
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:24.01] I never contemplated from adolescence to a man
[00:29.77] Why I'm so quiet, with little friends
[00:34.83] Could the reason be I'm whispering to spirits?
[00:39.88] Apparitions inside my head
[00:44.61] I tried fighting off the demons
[00:47.04] Until they showed me what I needed
[00:49.92] Conjuring emotions and violent solutions
[00:54.61] I let them burrow deeper and possess a part of me
[01:01.66] Now I am one with the damned
[01:07.16] They're fuckin' tempting me
[01:11.86] The tension keeps rising
[01:16.31] Tell me it's alright to make wreckless decisions
[01:20.97] Assert my vengeance
[01:23.92] I want to force them to feel what it's like to be
[01:28.29] Still covered in the scars of past oppressors
[01:32.03] Fortunately, I healed faster indulging in grief
[01:37.72] Still, I'll never forgive what was done to me
[01:52.87] My escape in empty highways
[01:56.79] A simple pen serves well as my weapon
[02:02.30] After being held captive
[02:05.41] Slightly considering death
[02:08.43] Once one thing I loved was robbed from me
[02:13.12] Slicing a knife through the wrist was the first and final attempt
[02:21.50] Leaving behind the mental abuse and emotional stress
[02:27.89] I'm harmed, but finally free
[02:31.26] When I think about it, I don't need help
[02:35.86] I just inflicted scars to watch myself bleed
[02:42.64] Maybe to realize how damaged I am internally
[02:49.91] No longer suppressing memories
[02:53.77] The past had to be released!
[02:57.41] I'm not miserable now
[02:59.82] Still, you couldn't handle what transpires within my dreams
[03:05.94] Incessant rambling, horrific crime scenes
[03:11.24] If there was a god, he's punishing me
[03:19.61] If there was a god, he's punishing me
[03:26.75] For years of defiance and blasphemy
[03:43.28] Where was my calm before or after the storm?
[03:51.13] Where was my calm before or after the storm?
[03:59.96] Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
[04:08.75] Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
[04:21.49] War!
[04:27.43]
[00:29.77] Why I'm so quiet, with little friends
[00:34.83] Could the reason be I'm whispering to spirits?
[00:39.88] Apparitions inside my head
[00:44.61] I tried fighting off the demons
[00:47.04] Until they showed me what I needed
[00:49.92] Conjuring emotions and violent solutions
[00:54.61] I let them burrow deeper and possess a part of me
[01:01.66] Now I am one with the damned
[01:07.16] They're fuckin' tempting me
[01:11.86] The tension keeps rising
[01:16.31] Tell me it's alright to make wreckless decisions
[01:20.97] Assert my vengeance
[01:23.92] I want to force them to feel what it's like to be
[01:28.29] Still covered in the scars of past oppressors
[01:32.03] Fortunately, I healed faster indulging in grief
[01:37.72] Still, I'll never forgive what was done to me
[01:52.87] My escape in empty highways
[01:56.79] A simple pen serves well as my weapon
[02:02.30] After being held captive
[02:05.41] Slightly considering death
[02:08.43] Once one thing I loved was robbed from me
[02:13.12] Slicing a knife through the wrist was the first and final attempt
[02:21.50] Leaving behind the mental abuse and emotional stress
[02:27.89] I'm harmed, but finally free
[02:31.26] When I think about it, I don't need help
[02:35.86] I just inflicted scars to watch myself bleed
[02:42.64] Maybe to realize how damaged I am internally
[02:49.91] No longer suppressing memories
[02:53.77] The past had to be released!
[02:57.41] I'm not miserable now
[02:59.82] Still, you couldn't handle what transpires within my dreams
[03:05.94] Incessant rambling, horrific crime scenes
[03:11.24] If there was a god, he's punishing me
[03:19.61] If there was a god, he's punishing me
[03:26.75] For years of defiance and blasphemy
[03:43.28] Where was my calm before or after the storm?
[03:51.13] Where was my calm before or after the storm?
[03:59.96] Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
[04:08.75] Even when I reach R-E-M, my mind is still at war
[04:21.49] War!
[04:27.43]