Something to Remember Me By
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It all started July 9th, 2018 when I woke up on my 25th birthday
And realized I couldn't face the day without reaching for a drink
I had no one to care for, nothing to care about, no direction in life
A passion with no talent
That's when I turned to the mirror
And noticed that the cracks in my skin started to form
I'm getting old
I guess a glimmer of hope appeared
When I was offered a chance to follow my dream career
But it just made me feel so alone
So I turned back to the mirror
And continued to watch the cracks in my skin grow
This failed being was my deepest anxiety
What if I die alone
So, I just scoffed, leaving home
I turned to God just for someone to talk to
I never believed before and I still don't
But it was nice to say it out loud
At least there was one constant thing that
Kept me grounded and that was her
I wrote her a letter to explain how I hoped she'd never leave
By this point I realized I had become a burden to everyone around me
One thing stuck in my head, no man told asked for help
I began to remember my father who passed when I was young
And I started to think perhaps it's my turn
With such thoughts of death in my head, I started to realize
I was already dead cause I was alone
I pictured my ideal heaven
Just a beach I grew up in
With all of the people that I used to know
And I began to think of my mother
And I began to think I want to see her again
So I guess now this is just something to leave behind
I'm a mento, a token, or just something to remember me by
And realized I couldn't face the day without reaching for a drink
I had no one to care for, nothing to care about, no direction in life
A passion with no talent
That's when I turned to the mirror
And noticed that the cracks in my skin started to form
I'm getting old
I guess a glimmer of hope appeared
When I was offered a chance to follow my dream career
But it just made me feel so alone
So I turned back to the mirror
And continued to watch the cracks in my skin grow
This failed being was my deepest anxiety
What if I die alone
So, I just scoffed, leaving home
I turned to God just for someone to talk to
I never believed before and I still don't
But it was nice to say it out loud
At least there was one constant thing that
Kept me grounded and that was her
I wrote her a letter to explain how I hoped she'd never leave
By this point I realized I had become a burden to everyone around me
One thing stuck in my head, no man told asked for help
I began to remember my father who passed when I was young
And I started to think perhaps it's my turn
With such thoughts of death in my head, I started to realize
I was already dead cause I was alone
I pictured my ideal heaven
Just a beach I grew up in
With all of the people that I used to know
And I began to think of my mother
And I began to think I want to see her again
So I guess now this is just something to leave behind
I'm a mento, a token, or just something to remember me by
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:18.84] It all started July 9th, 2018 when I woke up on my 25th birthday
[00:27.66] And realized I couldn't face the day without reaching for a drink
[00:33.88] I had no one to care for, nothing to care about, no direction in life
[00:40.77] A passion with no talent
[00:48.74] That's when I turned to the mirror
[00:51.48] And noticed that the cracks in my skin started to form
[01:00.08] I'm getting old
[01:02.99] I guess a glimmer of hope appeared
[01:06.74] When I was offered a chance to follow my dream career
[01:13.93] But it just made me feel so alone
[01:17.98] So I turned back to the mirror
[01:21.36] And continued to watch the cracks in my skin grow
[01:33.13] This failed being was my deepest anxiety
[01:38.27] What if I die alone
[01:43.23] So, I just scoffed, leaving home
[01:50.27] I turned to God just for someone to talk to
[01:54.00] I never believed before and I still don't
[01:59.08] But it was nice to say it out loud
[02:02.83] At least there was one constant thing that
[02:05.56] Kept me grounded and that was her
[02:09.76] I wrote her a letter to explain how I hoped she'd never leave
[02:17.72] By this point I realized I had become a burden to everyone around me
[02:25.29] One thing stuck in my head, no man told asked for help
[02:32.73] I began to remember my father who passed when I was young
[02:40.73] And I started to think perhaps it's my turn
[02:48.47] With such thoughts of death in my head, I started to realize
[02:56.22] I was already dead cause I was alone
[03:03.73] I pictured my ideal heaven
[03:07.45] Just a beach I grew up in
[03:11.74] With all of the people that I used to know
[03:19.49] And I began to think of my mother
[03:24.09] And I began to think I want to see her again
[03:36.69] So I guess now this is just something to leave behind
[03:43.57] I'm a mento, a token, or just something to remember me by
[03:53.46]
[00:27.66] And realized I couldn't face the day without reaching for a drink
[00:33.88] I had no one to care for, nothing to care about, no direction in life
[00:40.77] A passion with no talent
[00:48.74] That's when I turned to the mirror
[00:51.48] And noticed that the cracks in my skin started to form
[01:00.08] I'm getting old
[01:02.99] I guess a glimmer of hope appeared
[01:06.74] When I was offered a chance to follow my dream career
[01:13.93] But it just made me feel so alone
[01:17.98] So I turned back to the mirror
[01:21.36] And continued to watch the cracks in my skin grow
[01:33.13] This failed being was my deepest anxiety
[01:38.27] What if I die alone
[01:43.23] So, I just scoffed, leaving home
[01:50.27] I turned to God just for someone to talk to
[01:54.00] I never believed before and I still don't
[01:59.08] But it was nice to say it out loud
[02:02.83] At least there was one constant thing that
[02:05.56] Kept me grounded and that was her
[02:09.76] I wrote her a letter to explain how I hoped she'd never leave
[02:17.72] By this point I realized I had become a burden to everyone around me
[02:25.29] One thing stuck in my head, no man told asked for help
[02:32.73] I began to remember my father who passed when I was young
[02:40.73] And I started to think perhaps it's my turn
[02:48.47] With such thoughts of death in my head, I started to realize
[02:56.22] I was already dead cause I was alone
[03:03.73] I pictured my ideal heaven
[03:07.45] Just a beach I grew up in
[03:11.74] With all of the people that I used to know
[03:19.49] And I began to think of my mother
[03:24.09] And I began to think I want to see her again
[03:36.69] So I guess now this is just something to leave behind
[03:43.57] I'm a mento, a token, or just something to remember me by
[03:53.46]