I Was Just 14

[00:03.79] Jackie's girl comes back to church and showing through her Sunday dress
[00:07.76] Bows to pray amongst a congregation where she can't get blessed
[00:11.69] Mother says the baby is a punishment for having sex
[00:15.45] My body
[00:19.39] As a child, my mother forbade me to play alone with boys
[00:23.22] What's so scary and so bad and dangerous about the boys?
[00:26.96] I formed confused and terrified and tortured obsessions with boys
[00:30.96] My body
[00:35.22] My body and mind
[00:38.85] My first crush when I was only five was Jared on the swing
[00:42.75] My first kiss with Derek in the backyard on the trampoline
[00:46.64] My first time with Michael in the bathroom, I was just 14
[00:50.58] My body
[00:54.75] My body and mind
[00:58.70] My first time
[01:02.43] My first time was
[01:04.14] All of life еxacting the great
[01:06.89] Choreographеrs dance
[01:08.85] A dramatic flamboyance of flamingos
[01:12.24] And all the pink boys and red girls
[01:15.14] Under spell in a trance
[01:16.89] Stretch their necks and salute to the order of romance
[01:24.36] Romance
[01:28.16] Romance
[01:31.87] Romance
[01:36.02] My first time with Michael in the bathroom, I was just 14
[01:40.01] I lost my mother when I lost my virginity
[01:43.61] When I stepped on that crack, I broke my mothers back
[01:46.55] Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba
[01:49.76] Mother's back
[01:50.33] Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba
[01:53.62] Mother's back
[01:54.24] Ba-ba-ba, ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba-ba
[01:58.72] My body
[02:02.58] As a child my mother forbade me to play alone with boys
[02:06.62] What's so scary and so bad and dangerous about the boys?
[02:10.44] I formed confused and terrified and tortured obsessions with, obsessions with
[02:15.44] My body
[02:19.78] My body and mind
[02:23.55] My first time
[02:27.39] My first time was
[02:28.94] All of life exacting the great
[02:31.79] Choreographers dance
[02:33.67] A deceitful wild orchid dressed as a wasp
[02:36.78] And all the blue wings on brown boys
[02:39.99] Fight to get their last chance
[02:41.71] Joke's on you, so salute to the order of romance
[02:45.93] Life's exacting the great
[02:48.38] Choreographers dance
[02:50.46] A dramatic flamboyance of flamingos
[02:53.86] And all the pink boys and red girls
[02:56.82] Under spell in a trance
[02:58.54] Stretch their necks and salute to the order of romance
[03:02.72] Life's exacting the great
[03:05.28] Choreographers dance
[03:07.42] A dramatic flamboyance of flamingos
[03:10.86] And all the pink boys and red girls
[03:13.88] Under spell in a trance
[03:15.44] Stretch their necks and salute to the order of romance
[03:22.99] Romance
[03:26.95] Romance
[03:30.67] Romance
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