Even If It Kills Me

I've been awake for days and i don't wanna shake it
no persuading
always on the rise but I don't wanna be under
concrete breaking
everything i need is nothing more then my senses
undesired
over worked and can't pretend something's around me
selfless reject
even if it kills me
i won't loose my grip
i fell into my hole that I didn't dig
nothing leads to nothing
I'm getting closer to something
tighten up the bolts and embrace the day
tomorrow is too late
I was home for days sinking in a disaster
pure survival
hypnotized I'm blind
and I'm falling down faster
crashing vitals
paranoid to say maybe this could be tragic
if i falter
i can touch but can't feel anything burning
thanks for nothing
even if it kills me
i won't loose my grip
i fell into my hole that I didn't dig
nothing leads to nothing
I'm getting closer to something
tighten up the bolts and embrace the day
tomorrow is too late
I can't stand this feeling
every day forever
have i lost my only chance to feel this pain?
stand up for a reason
fight this war within me
I can't loose if my reality escapes
even if it kills me
i won't loose my grip
i fell into my hole that I didn't dig
nothing leads to nothing
I'm getting closer to something
tighten up the bolts and embrace the day
tomorrow is too late