Fuck Me (live / seeing red version)

I wanna be kissed like when I was small
You grew up and I got smaller than before
You went to clean up while I was shaking on the floor
But I didn't know how to say (don't want you near me)

You deserved better so I gave you my body
Time to count the kisses I spent
I used my body to pay the rent
I said it was fine in your defence
But I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me
I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me
I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me

I'll love myself if you touch me like that
Can't speak
Hold off my panic attacks
Use me
Use me if you just insist
That you love the body you refuse to kiss

I'm not used to being loved
The kisses that led to sex were close enough
I'm in a strangers arm
A strangers bed
I can't relax my fucking head

I didn't know how to say I don't want you near me
I didn't know how to say I don't want you to touch me
I didn't know how to say I don't want you to fuck me

(I'll love myself if you touch me like that)
Fuck me (Can't speak, hold off my panic attacks)
Fuck me (Use me, use me if you just insist)
Fuck me (That you love the body you refuse to kiss)
(Love me)
Fuck me
(Use me)
Love me

Come on baby
I said love me
I said baby

I didn't know how to say I want you to love me