Better

I feel myself
Getting lost in the wild
I'm doing my best
To behave like a child
But daddy never taught me how
To be satisfied
Just win the fight
And live to spite

So I keep telling myself I'm fine
I'm gonna get better
I'm gonna grow bigger
It just takes some time

I gotta keep letting myself believe
That I'm gonna get better
I'm gonna get better
Before I die

If I buy the lie
Of a hollow claim
And find my pride
In my flawless name
I never wanna let him down
But is it worth the shame
Is it worth the pain
It's an endless game

So I keep telling myself I'm fine
I'm gonna get better
I'm gonna grow bigger
It just takes some time

I gotta keep letting myself believe
That I'm gonna get better
I'm gonna get better
I got so much time

I'm gonna get better
Before I die