fear of failure / scared of success

Spend my days in a cage, don't know what's next
I'm a slave to the skin tight on my flesh
I'm afraid, am I safe to be myself
Where am I bleeding from
Can't find a meaning if there isn't one
My hands are tied, my feet are stuck
I'm out of time, it's not enough
No peace of mind, no where to run
I don't feel like I exist
Let me in, rip the skin
Let it bleed
I live a life on the fence
Can't depend on myself
To be free
And I'm still living like my old self, oh well
It's just a pattern in our own hell
No help, it doesn't matter
When the world goes, just know
It didn't hurt at all