Chaos & Piss (Explicit Version)

[00:07.01] I thought that you were driving
[00:08.95] But you've given me the wheel
[00:12.58] There's rain clouds out there
[00:14.93] That you don't wanna feel
[00:18.59] Your anger's like a razor blade
[00:20.85] It's just too bloody real
[00:24.46] I thought that you would be here
[00:28.11] No, I just don't get it
[00:31.78] Hey, I also feel things
[00:34.27] More than I should
[00:37.70] I don't relax very often
[00:40.01] As often as I could
[00:42.80] I worry how the whole thing looks
[00:46.12] It doesn't look good
[00:49.99] But I thought that you would be here
[00:53.16] No, I just don't get it
[00:56.82] And being clear gets too much for me
[00:59.93] Just like it does for you
[01:03.55] And even though I want to, I want to
[01:08.50] I don't
[01:09.51] I don't feel like
[01:10.84] Coming down, no I don't
[01:16.10] I don't feel like
[01:17.84] Hiding out, so I won't
[01:22.72] I can't turn the volume down
[01:26.47] So I sit here in this,
[01:28.51] Chaos and piss
[01:30.43] Watching the storm, passing
[01:33.12] Storms are beautiful
[01:36.23] Right here is beautiful
[01:46.21] I came all this way to be with you
[01:49.04] And you're already gone
[01:52.58] If I was a good friend,
[01:54.90] I could right this wrong
[01:58.58] I'd kick away your crutches
[02:00.78] And make you walk on your own
[02:04.85] I really thought you'd be here
[02:08.44] I just don't get it
[02:11.89] Though it looks warm in
[02:13.45] The rabbit hole
[02:15.01] I could go down with you
[02:18.39] And even though I want to
[02:21.65] I want to, I won't
[02:24.62] I don't feel like
[02:26.02] Coming down, no I don't
[02:31.14] I don't feel like
[02:32.78] Hiding out, so I won't
[02:37.74] I can't turn this volume down
[02:41.28] So I sit here in this,
[02:43.84] Chaos and piss
[02:45.44] Watching the storm, passing
[02:48.29] It's beautiful
[02:51.49] Yeah, I'm a willow tree
[02:55.45] Yeah, you can't blow me over
[02:58.34] And my roots go deep in anger
[03:01.51] And I wanna feel the wind
[03:05.33] As it whips me like a prisoner
[03:08.26] I wanna be here, I wanna be here
[03:17.95] No I don't feel like
[03:19.55] Coming down, no I don't
[03:24.30] I don't feel like
[03:26.26] Hiding out, so I won't
[03:31.40] I can't turn the volume down
[03:34.79] So I sit here in this,
[03:36.76] Chaos and piss
[03:38.68] Watching the storm passing
[03:42.07] Storms are beautiful
[03:44.62] This life is beautiful
[03:48.42] It is...
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