Face the Truth

It struck me hard
I couldn't help but to toss or turn
Couldn't confront you to your face, so I chose to hide and run
Hide away from the fact, the fact that you left us behind
I could have figured it out before, but I preferred to be blind

And I'm ashamed to admit that I can't hate you for the shit you did
Still don't have it under control
Fooled, betrayed, disgusted by your innocence
It's consuming my soul

Why couldn't you face the truth and take it in your own hands
I'll never end up like you, refuse to understand
Why couldn't you face the truth and take it in your own hands
The weight I carried on my back, should've been yours

And I'm ashamed to admit that I can't hate you for the shit you did
Still don't have it under control
Fooled, betrayed, disgusted by your innocence
It's consuming my soul