When to Run

[00:12.65] The back porch is softer than my bed
[00:17.58] 'Cause it hasn't seen the times I've cried
[00:20.34] I keep 'em all there filed away in my head
[00:23.52] I've said it before and I'll say it again
[00:26.42] On bad days it's like a poison, it destroys and
[00:30.28] Stains every place I've ever called my home
[00:41.37] And I just wanna run away
[00:44.84] I wanna run toward something new
[00:47.36] I wanna run away
[00:49.65] I wanna run, I wanna run, I wanna run
[00:55.94] But how do I know when I'm done?
[01:03.00] How do I know, how do I know
[01:05.36] How do I know when to run
[01:22.31] Wherever I go, I always know
[01:24.47] All that will follow, but give me a chance
[01:28.03] To simply set today apart from tomorrow
[01:31.88] Will I ever stop stopping to wonder
[01:34.61] If I savor lightning far too quick
[01:37.04] Burn through what's bright
[01:38.12] Before I've even heard the thunder
[01:48.01] And I just wanna run away
[01:51.36] I wanna run toward something new
[01:53.56] I wanna run away
[01:55.75] I wanna run, I wanna run, I wanna run
[02:01.51] But how do I know when I'm done
[02:08.47] How do I know
[02:09.52] How do I know, how do I know when to run
[02:20.69] I bought a cake, it's no one's birthday
[02:23.83] And now my mouth is blue
[02:25.32] I feel the sugar coursing through
[02:27.68] I didn't know what else to do
[02:30.09] But I'll trade coffee for water
[02:32.70] It'll last about a week
[02:34.42] I'll rinse two new tattoos
[02:36.12] For fifteen minutes at the kitchen sink
[02:39.12] And I will find a way
[02:40.90] To make it back to where I've been before
[02:43.59] And I will try today
[02:45.36] To open 'stead of closing every door
[02:47.86] And I will find a way
[02:49.54] To tell myself that I've been there before
[02:52.11] And I will try today
[02:53.87] To open 'stead of closing every door
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