Ashes Of My Heart

It's getting to the point where I no longer know
Exactly what to do or say
A new disaster threatens every day that I stay here with you
Trying to start a fire where there used to be a fire burning
Here in the ashes of my heart

And all you really need is that
I give you everything I used to give you back
When giving everything was easy
Yesterday I loved you
Now I'm trying to start a fire where there used to be a fire burning
Here in the ashes of my heart

I'm sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
We both admit we're losing hope
I love you but I don't suppose
It really makes a difference if I say

It's getting to the point where I now
Disregard the feelings that you share
I know that you deserve much better than this
Fumbling cartoon character
Trying to start a fire where there used to be a fire burning
Here in the ashes of heart

I'm sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
We both admit we're losing hope
I love you but I don't suppose
It really makes a difference if I say

I don't know what to feel now
There's nothing left that's real now
Tell me - We fell in love together
Spent so many years together
Why must we fall out of love alone?

It's getting to the point where I no longer know
Exactly what I want or need this hurricane's inside me
And I'm sorry but I can't go on
Trying to start a fire where there used to be a fire burning
Here in the ashes of my heart

I'm sick and tired
Of being sick and tired
Sick and tired of being sick and tired...