A Constant Spiral

A constant pelting of venom
Grieving of Athena
A constant spiral into the depths
Everything was gold in moments I forget

Coursing misery bleeds my veins dry
Crushing urges that peel my eyelids behind my face
I lost myself more every day
Siphoning memories; I claw into my cave

When does it stop hurting so much?
When does it stop hurting so much?
If only my loved ones wouldn't grieve
And pour out sapphire tears at my grave

I lost myself more each morning I woke up alive