dissolved girl

You were in love with your desecration
Immortalized you as a freak
Raped your soul with defamation
Killed the angel you might be
I want to let my soul be free
But I'm empty
And thats the last thing I'll ever be

Last night I dreamt of you
A week before the day
In this tiresome reality I dont belong
You never noticed my shotgun in the corner of the room
And all I felt was bliss
That seven days from now
I would no longer owe anything to this world

I've made it an hour into the day
I still don't understand why do i have to stay
Dissolved girl in the sun
And I'm never going home

I want to spend eternity with you