Dread

[00:21.73] I look into the mirror, all I'm seeing is a skeleton
[00:24.68] I keep losing weight, so they got me taking medicine
[00:27.47] I can't go a day without relying on these sedatives
[00:30.25] Therapy and doctors, I feel like a specimen
[00:33.09] Every fucking night that I've been laying in my bed
[00:35.94] Doing all I can to fight the certain sense of dread
[00:38.68] Feeling like this panic that I have will never end
[00:41.46] And so I fantasize about that gun up to my head
[00:44.45] And now these pills got me feeling asleep
[00:46.63] When I'm awake, can't get away
[00:48.55] Even when I sleep I feel pain
[00:50.54] Vivid visions in the past creeping into my brain
[00:53.10] About to break, I just want to feel like I'm sane
[00:56.76] And I just want to know what I did
[00:58.87] Do I deserve this, like why I gotta deal with this shit, man
[01:02.51] And I just wanna know when it happened
[01:04.68] When I lost my mind and will I ever truly feel happy, motherfucker
[01:08.76] I wanna know when the pain stops
[01:11.32] Walking around with the same thoughts
[01:14.43] I wanna know when the pain stops
[01:16.41] Face down, fucked up with the door locked
[01:19.98] I wanna know when the pain stops
[01:22.69] Walking around with the same thoughts
[01:25.69] I wanna know when the pain stops
[01:27.69] Face down, fucked up with the door locked
[01:32.03]
[01:40.92] I've been fighting this with everything that I have
[01:44.03] And I've been trying to separate the good from the bad
[01:46.78] Well, I can't see an end to all the pain that I face
[01:49.55] I had to cancel the tour, I couldn't take any more
[01:52.44] I feel the weight of expectation pressing down on my chest
[01:55.20] I feel like everybody has their own belief of what's best
[01:58.29] Meditation, medication, should I pray to a god?
[02:00.82] I refuse to let this win and be consumed by my thoughts
[02:04.78] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:08.05] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:10.82] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:13.61] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:16.42] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:19.09] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:21.57] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:24.95] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:27.74] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:30.61] Walking around with the same thoughts
[02:33.35] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:35.40] Face down, fucked up with the door locked
[02:38.98] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:41.86] Walking around with the same thoughts
[02:44.68] I wanna know when the pain stops
[02:46.74] Face down, fucked up with the door locked
[02:49.07]