Nu11

[00:12.24] Lacerating reason
[00:13.72] Defy logic
[00:14.36] Disguise the answers I am seeking
[00:16.50] Underneath my skin
[00:17.88] It boils up inside
[00:20.47] No empathy
[00:21.99] Just fucking null
[00:36.05] Murmurs seep through the sullen air
[00:39.19] Inducing paranoia enraged by my own despair
[00:42.32] I try to escape the hate
[00:45.05] This engulfing malignance submerging me within my fate
[00:49.27] These inexcusable manifestations of shame
[00:54.12] Solidifying an identity falsely portrayed
[00:59.65] Exposed
[01:02.25] Falling short of expectations
[01:07.94] Why am I always the last to fucking know
[01:12.68] This clenched fist snuffs all rationality
[01:22.45] Sowing the seeds of my relentlеss reality
[01:27.89] Forever taunting and tainting this duality
[01:33.63] Mirrors painting portraits of chirality
[01:39.34] Thе monster I tried to hide clear for all to see
[01:51.09] Despondency tortures me
[01:56.75] Despondency tortures me
[02:02.23] Endlessly carving its face corrupting me null
[02:12.53] Carve in my name, belong to me
[02:14.79] Bury the rest to rid me of sin
[02:20.25] I am laid to rest
[02:25.95] Decimate the fallen ones
[02:28.27] Bound to death as I suffer the consequence
[02:33.93] I know you're there
[02:37.31] Gutting me with punishment
[02:40.22] I feel your hand
[02:46.65] Guiding me to pestilence
[03:05.47] What am I supposed to be
[03:09.62] Because it can't be the man I've become
[03:13.63] Trapped by twisted memories
[03:17.64] Of a child who tried to overcome
[03:21.72] Every day another sentence I face
[03:25.87] A myriad of judgements to erase
[03:29.62] As my will slowly decays
[03:33.64] Will I ever
[03:35.33] Fix what's broken
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