RLS

[00:15.49] I'll fail myself just one more time
[00:20.91] Fuck
[00:23.04] I'll fail myself just one more time
[00:28.07] So I crush another pill and sail to heaven
[00:31.37] I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again
[00:35.70] Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead
[00:40.02] Eyes closed, never asleep
[00:42.78] Itching my skin can't believe this is me
[00:44.59] Wasting away like I've wasted my time
[00:46.47] Always pushing away those who value my life
[00:48.83] (Hey)
[00:48.94] I just don't feel right sometimes
[00:51.45] I don't feel safe so I choose to spend another night on my own
[00:55.97] (Ahh)
[00:57.26] Didn't think that you'd ever get it
[00:58.90] Never felt ok so I said man fuck it
[01:01.29] Put my neck on the line kept my head in the clouds
[01:03.34] And I saw that the weather was still shit
[01:05.36] And now I'm up here fucked all alone
[01:07.11] Just how I wanted to be, I'm alone
[01:09.28] So I crawl to the bathroom, it's me in the mirror, I ask myself
[01:12.59] 'Who the fuck is this?'
[01:13.91] Fuck
[01:15.17] You've failed yourself just one more time
[01:18.81] Dropped another pill and sailed to heaven
[01:22.36] I don't feel like I'll ever be alive again
[01:26.24] Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead
[01:29.86] When what happens at home stays at home
[01:31.07] Then you know there is no-one to see if your body is cold
[01:33.97] And your lips are as blue as your soul
[01:35.44] If your tongue is sunk in at the back of your throat
[01:37.88] If the spasms were fun, if there's bile on the rug
[01:39.47] If there's anything you could have done
[01:41.38] All these questions I've asked myself over and over
[01:43.84] Oh fuck this shit pass me the gun, I'm so done
[01:46.04] I think it's time to kick this shit
[01:48.18] I think I need out of this mess
[01:49.96] But I know that I'll miss all the warmth
[01:52.32] And the itch and the break from the stress
[01:54.27] But one last time I roll the dice
[01:56.23] Gamble again with my fucking life
[01:58.36] I know that I've lost and I'll lose again
[02:00.41] Lose again and again and again
[02:03.88] I'll fail myself just one more time
[02:07.83] So I crush another pill and sail to heaven
[02:11.57] I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again
[02:15.76] Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead
[02:20.31] I'll fail myself just one more time
[02:24.09] So I crush another pill and sail to heaven
[02:28.33] I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again
[02:32.12] Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead
[02:36.67] I'll fail myself just one more time
[02:40.42] So I crush another pill and sail to heaven
[02:44.03] I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again
[02:48.25] Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead
[02:52.74] I'll fail myself just one more time
[02:56.30] So I crush another pill and sail to heaven
[02:59.99] I don't feel like I wanna feel alive again
[03:04.49] Just numb the pain and forget I'm not dead
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