This Letter I Write

[00:04.36] I was your lover boy
[00:05.35] You found another boy
[00:06.42] How could you ruin my life?
[00:08.38] Told me forever we'd face it together
[00:10.22] But now it just feels like a lie
[00:12.23] I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong
[00:14.15] If you're reading this letter I write
[00:15.65] I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
[00:18.51] And I kill all the lights, yeah
[00:20.26] Swiping through texts
[00:21.18] I been looking for answers
[00:22.13] That don't even exist
[00:23.16] Man, this shit is depressing
[00:24.16] I ain't learned my lesson
[00:25.20] A fairy tale love
[00:26.13] Something I'll never get
[00:27.16] When you said it was over
[00:28.27] A feeling came over me (a feeling came over me)
[00:30.15] And it hasn't left since
[00:31.36] I fell too deep in your love
[00:32.60] I been crawling my way back to freedom and finding my sense
[00:35.18] Oh yeah, and I hate you
[00:36.63] All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow
[00:39.30] I guess it's a phase too
[00:40.57] What you going through
[00:41.45] Maybe the reason you needed to go
[00:43.23] All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me
[00:46.20] And you fitted the role
[00:47.35] Now I'm just sitting here picking up pieces of what used to be
[00:50.11] And I feel so alone
[00:51.27] Now I finally know
[00:52.31] I was your lover boy
[00:53.36] You found another boy
[00:54.29] How could you ruin my life?
[00:56.40] Told me forever we'd face it together
[00:58.27] But now it just feels like a lie
[01:00.21] I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong
[01:02.13] If you're reading this letter I write
[01:03.51] I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
[01:06.62] And I kill all the lights, yeah
[01:07.38] I'm in denial
[01:09.20] I know that it's me
[01:11.25] The one that you thinking about when you kiss him
[01:13.25] You secretly missing those dreams that we had about walking the aisle
[01:17.36] Nah
[01:18.36] When you wanna talk, who you dial?
[01:20.28] Whenever you see me I hope you can tell that I can't even smile
[01:23.02] 'Cause of how much
[01:23.92] I hate you
[01:24.43] All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow
[01:27.28] I guess it's a phase too
[01:28.63] What you going through
[01:29.40] Maybe the reason you needed to go
[01:31.32] All of my life I been looking for someone who love me for me
[01:34.33] And you fitted the role
[01:35.38] Now I'm just sitting here
[01:36.48] Picking up pieces of what used to be
[01:38.16] And I feel so alone
[01:39.20] Now I finally know
[01:40.33] I was your lover boy
[01:41.38] You found another boy
[01:42.46] How could you ruin my life?
[01:44.35] Told me forever we'd face it together
[01:46.13] But now it just feels like a lie
[01:48.25] I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong
[01:50.14] If you're reading this letter I write
[01:51.60] I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in and-
[01:54.77] Now that you're gone
[01:56.37] I keep on checking my phone
[01:57.52] And I'm hoping you texted me back (now that you're gone)
[01:59.08] Ever since we broke up
[02:00.16] Everything that's around me
[02:01.11] Keep falling, I just wanna put it all back (now that you're gone)
[02:03.04] I been stuck in a dark place
[02:04.61] And the thought of your face
[02:05.67] Is the only thing bringing me back
[02:07.20] But I know the end to this story
[02:08.70] You left and you're not coming back
[02:10.30] You're not coming ba-
[02:11.03] So baby I hate you
[02:12.54] All that shit you would say about how I just needed to grow
[02:15.28] I guess it's a phase too
[02:16.56] What you going through
[02:17.35] Maybe the reason you needed to go
[02:19.30] All of those moments we shared
[02:20.60] I thought you were the one I could trust
[02:22.12] It wasn't so
[02:23.29] I gotta find me a way to move on
[02:25.16] So I'm taking our love and I'm letting it go
[02:27.12] 'Cause I finally know
[02:28.31] I was your lover boy
[02:29.33] You found another boy
[02:30.40] How could you ruin my life?
[02:32.38] Told me forever we'd face it together
[02:34.16] But now it just feels like a lie
[02:36.34] I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong
[02:38.01] If you're reading this letter I write
[02:39.56] I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
[02:42.50] And I kill all the lights, yeah
[02:44.38] I was your lover boy
[02:45.36] You found another boy
[02:46.29] How could you ruin my life? (Now that you're gone)
[02:48.34] Told me forever we'd face it together
[02:50.19] But now it just feels like a lie (now that you're gone)
[02:52.33] I'm tryna move on, but the feelings are strong
[02:54.05] If you're reading this letter I write (now that you're gone)
[02:55.57] I just sit in my room with the memories of you while the moonlight shines in
[02:58.52] And I kill all the lights, yeah
[03:02.65] Now that you're gone
[03:06.86] Now that you're gone
[03:10.83] Now that you're gone
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