Cautiously Optimistic

[00:13.13] I used to get in fights to bitter ends for shitty friends back
[00:19.33] Before I realized the toll it takes
[00:25.87] I used to end my nights all teary eyed in the Uber ride home
[00:32.12] Before you had your own drawer at my place
[00:38.43] As I've been told by boys I know
[00:45.14] I'm the most jaded girl they know
[00:49.63] I've always been painfully realistic
[00:54.79] But now I'm cautiously optimistic
[01:00.89] When I think about my high school crush, how I held a grudge 'cause
[01:06.99] I had to watch him dance with her at prom
[01:13.06] But now I'm learning how to make my peace with that
[01:17.26] Packing all my bags and leave the past
[01:20.33] Keep the dress and move on
[01:26.04] As I've been told by boys I know
[01:32.54] I'm the most jaded girl they know
[01:36.82] I've always been painfully realistic
[01:42.17] But now I'm cautiously optimistic
[01:47.88] I still miss my friends, I still wonder what I should've said
[01:54.10] I still feel alone when I'm in the car on my way home
[02:00.74] 18 was rough being the girl running out of the prom
[02:05.10] 'Cause she wasn't enough
[02:08.48] But now I'm in love
[02:11.66] I've always been painfully realistic
[02:16.67] But now I'm cautiously optimistic
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