GINSICK

[00:08.13] Heaven came burning down
[00:13.11] As I saw myself dissolve through her eyes
[00:18.61] Reverberations through her tired sighs
[00:24.55] So, what is left? A form of nostalgia?
[00:30.07] A heartbreak to be proud of?
[00:36.82] At the loss of bliss
[00:41.82] I struggle to find another way out of this
[00:44.53] Without having to admit to myself
[00:47.11] That I'm a piece of shit
[00:51.87] Loveless, trying to dissect my ego
[01:00.02] It's hopeless
[01:02.44] She's sleeping safe through the night
[01:07.94] So why do I feel so shit inside?
[01:17.79] I'm so fucking sorry
[01:21.35] I know you were hurting
[01:29.29] I know your heart's healing
[01:32.44] I'm glad that you got away
[01:41.20] At the loss of bliss
[01:44.08] I struggle to find another way out of this
[01:47.28] Without having to admit to myself
[01:49.58] That I'm a piece of shit
[01:54.00] Loveless, trying to dissect
[02:00.33] Or live in shame and die alone
[02:03.28] It's hopeless
[02:05.86] These lonely sheets still strangle, I'm so cold
[02:11.66] But I refuse to poison our home
[02:17.21] No
[02:40.34] Oh, my darling
[02:43.02] I see you now
[02:45.68] In thunder clouds on the horizon
[02:51.11] I find myself in adoration now
[02:56.76] Eyes shining chaotic like lightning
[03:00.49] I'm so sorry
[03:06.94] The salt from your tears burnt straight through my skin
[03:12.30] You'd sneak me in
[03:14.65] And we'd pretend I'd stay in your bed when the sun came
[03:20.76] But I'd just run again
[03:26.52] I never deserved you
[03:29.68] I was so young, and it felt like the world was caving in
[03:40.27] I'm so fucking sorry, just know that I love you still
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