Anything to Gain / Nothing to Lose

[00:29.35] Questioning, I'm jeopardized
[00:30.95] Had to ask the devil why
[00:32.45] Bring me down from heaven's sky
[00:33.85] This might be a blessing in disguise
[00:35.78] I intensify
[00:36.82] Making my repression die
[00:38.32] Don't care if I'm dead, alive
[00:39.83] Rebound my depression to a high
[00:41.68] Let me emphasize
[00:42.73] I've been feeling petrified
[00:44.20] Everything that's said tonight
[00:45.72] I'll probably regret and reconcile
[00:47.63] I'm desensitized
[00:48.78] Every day just getting by
[00:50.17] I can't even recognize
[00:51.65] Maybe armageddon's nigh
[00:53.19] This might be the hardest
[00:54.63] Thing for me to harness
[00:56.17] I gotta be honest
[00:57.66] I don't have anything to gain
[01:01.25] Anything to gain
[01:04.33] I don't have anyone to turn to
[01:06.55] I never deserved you
[01:07.94] Don't wanna concern you
[01:09.40] I don't have anything to gain
[01:13.26] Anything to gain
[01:16.08] Yeah I know that
[01:16.81] This might be the hardest
[01:18.39] Thing for me to harness
[01:19.86] I gotta be honest
[01:21.31] I don't have anything to gain
[01:24.93] Anything to gain
[01:27.81] I don't have anyone to turn to
[01:30.17] I never deserved you
[01:31.69] Don't wanna concern you
[01:33.19] I don't have anything to gain
[01:36.89] Anything to gain
[01:40.82] We're not destined to be what we wanted to be
[01:44.13] Maybe we're doomed to be common, not free
[01:47.18] Stop me from bending and taking a knee
[01:49.95] Don't go with my plea bring the ending to me
[01:52.94] Remember the times when we wanted to die
[01:55.80] The times where our plans failed and things went awry
[01:58.89] The months after August and weeks in July
[02:01.72] No I wouldn't lie should I say goodbye
[02:15.18] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[02:17.95] Yeah I got the whole crew but I'm still feeling blue
[02:20.92] I got red in my eyes, I got green in my food, but the world's staying grey in my view what to do
[02:27.01] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[02:29.63] Mother says it's been years since I've sat in a pew
[02:32.70] Yeah it's true but just being in church made me puke
[02:35.57] What's the point of a god if he's not sending clues
[02:38.95] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[02:41.54] Never calling a truce I keep paying my dues
[02:44.41] No I don't give a fuck if my shit's misconstrued
[02:47.75] Don't care 'bout your insults and verbal abuse
[02:50.70] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[02:53.48] I'm not keeping my cool got no time for you fools
[02:56.56] Might come off as crude or just blowing my fuse
[02:59.28] But you fucks can't accuse me of not being true
[03:02.64] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[03:05.28] Do this shit for myself in my head got the proof
[03:08.42] Perhaps satisfaction will always elude me
[03:11.45] But so help me god I'll still see this shit through
[03:14.46] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[03:17.11] In my head I got trouble I'm hearing it brew
[03:20.35] Soul leaving my body the void still consumes
[03:23.15] Me and fuck I don't know if I'm right to assume
[03:26.33] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[03:29.08] I'm not kicking the chair I'm not getting the noose
[03:32.14] Got more shit to do I've got more shit to do
[03:35.09] Got people who need me I can't meet my doom
[03:38.22] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[03:40.84] Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised
[03:43.98] Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news
[03:46.75] 'Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth
[03:50.03] Nothing to lose I got nothing to lose
[03:52.63] Save the liquor and booze and my knees that were bruised
[03:55.88] Don't wanna be yet one more dead on the news
[03:58.65] 'Cause those deaths come in twos, even more it's the truth
[04:01.55] I got nothing to
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