Swollen

What is the point if it feels like this and we don't know the meaning of it
This is all I have and it's getting worse
From the things that make me hurt

I don't know how I should feel and I don't know if this can heal
I'm still trying to pull it together
Pain that will last forever
I can't tell if this is enough
The hole in me is swelling up
These pains weigh a ton
I am my own and I am undone
These thoughts that I treasure are a pain that will last forever
I can't tell if it's enough

The hole in me is fucking swelling up
The hole in me is fucking swelling up

What is the point if it feels like this and we don't know the meaning of it
This is all I have and it's getting worse
From the things that make me hurt

I don't know how I should feel and I don't know if this can heal
I'm still trying to pull it together
Pain that will last forever
I can't tell if this is enough
The hole in me is swelling up
These pains weigh a ton
I am my own and I am undone

The hole in me is fucking swelling up
Closing up