This Could Be Us but I'm Falling Apart

I get my health from my mom
She is unbreakable, unmistakable
Makes it feel like getting somewhere
I get my spite from my ex
She was unfaithful, ungrateful
Made it look like cheating was fair
I get no help from my shrink
She is incapable, I'm un-savable
I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair

I think of all the times its crossed my mind
Am I good enough, am I fucking up
And are you tired
Of fielding every doubt and fear of mine
Its affecting us, can you shut me
Or is that your type
People want a reason to complain
I just wrote a book, see how long it took
I'm not done yet
Maybe its just me and that's a shame
I need an inner-look, I have no input
But I forget

I get my health from my mom
She is unbreakable, unmistakable
Makes it feel like getting somewhere
I get my spite from my ex
She was unfaithful, ungrateful
Made it look like cheating was fair
I get no help from my shrink
She is incapable, I'm un-savable
I'm wasting my time sitting in that chair

I hate the sound of this song
It is unplayable, unmake-able
I'll erase it disappear
In thin air