Doubt, Fear, Neglect
๐ต 745 characters
โฑ๏ธ 6:47 duration
๐ ID: 9308986
๐ Lyrics
Running after time
The time I don't have
Chasing my tail, facing the wall
The one that I've built over time
Adding tasks and expectations to the list
Making it so impossible to reach the top
Still, I find myself trying so hard to climb it
The collapse and the guilt
The sense of failure
For not reaching it
Constantly preoccupied
Planning all the moments to come
I forgot how to live in the moment
How to enjoy the now
Lost in my days and out of breath
Yet, I feel worthless
When I allow myself to rest
Going through the motions
Buried within layers of indifference
All I see is in monochrome
Everything feels like a chore
This beast of my own making that I despise
I'm empty
Reflecting on the past
I want
I want to bring back the drive
The time I don't have
Chasing my tail, facing the wall
The one that I've built over time
Adding tasks and expectations to the list
Making it so impossible to reach the top
Still, I find myself trying so hard to climb it
The collapse and the guilt
The sense of failure
For not reaching it
Constantly preoccupied
Planning all the moments to come
I forgot how to live in the moment
How to enjoy the now
Lost in my days and out of breath
Yet, I feel worthless
When I allow myself to rest
Going through the motions
Buried within layers of indifference
All I see is in monochrome
Everything feels like a chore
This beast of my own making that I despise
I'm empty
Reflecting on the past
I want
I want to bring back the drive
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[01:03.49] Running after time
[01:10.96] The time I don't have
[01:16.14] Chasing my tail, facing the wall
[01:23.80] The one that I've built over time
[01:29.05]
[01:41.90] Adding tasks and expectations to the list
[01:55.04] Making it so impossible to reach the top
[02:01.78]
[02:08.40] Still, I find myself trying so hard to climb it
[02:17.77] The collapse and the guilt
[02:24.59] The sense of failure
[02:30.57] For not reaching it
[02:37.09] Constantly preoccupied
[02:46.64] Planning all the moments to come
[02:55.71] I forgot how to live in the moment
[03:02.75]
[03:09.51] How to enjoy the now
[03:23.20] Lost in my days and out of breath
[03:30.12]
[03:43.71] Yet, I feel worthless
[03:54.03] When I allow myself to rest
[04:01.05]
[05:21.60] Going through the motions
[05:28.04] Buried within layers of indifference
[05:34.55]
[05:47.25] All I see is in monochrome
[05:53.61] Everything feels like a chore
[05:58.16]
[06:06.23] This beast of my own making that I despise
[06:17.82] I'm empty
[06:19.46]
[06:25.95] Reflecting on the past
[06:32.72] I want
[06:39.56] I want to bring back the drive
[06:44.10]
[01:10.96] The time I don't have
[01:16.14] Chasing my tail, facing the wall
[01:23.80] The one that I've built over time
[01:29.05]
[01:41.90] Adding tasks and expectations to the list
[01:55.04] Making it so impossible to reach the top
[02:01.78]
[02:08.40] Still, I find myself trying so hard to climb it
[02:17.77] The collapse and the guilt
[02:24.59] The sense of failure
[02:30.57] For not reaching it
[02:37.09] Constantly preoccupied
[02:46.64] Planning all the moments to come
[02:55.71] I forgot how to live in the moment
[03:02.75]
[03:09.51] How to enjoy the now
[03:23.20] Lost in my days and out of breath
[03:30.12]
[03:43.71] Yet, I feel worthless
[03:54.03] When I allow myself to rest
[04:01.05]
[05:21.60] Going through the motions
[05:28.04] Buried within layers of indifference
[05:34.55]
[05:47.25] All I see is in monochrome
[05:53.61] Everything feels like a chore
[05:58.16]
[06:06.23] This beast of my own making that I despise
[06:17.82] I'm empty
[06:19.46]
[06:25.95] Reflecting on the past
[06:32.72] I want
[06:39.56] I want to bring back the drive
[06:44.10]