Puncture Wounds To Heaven
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โฑ๏ธ 2:56 duration
๐ ID: 9319372
๐ Lyrics
I barely notice as you pick up all the pieces
How long have I been like this?
You must be tired
And I'm still trying to find the words to compensate
For how vacant I've been today
Can't believe that I would take you for granted
God I hate myself for letting you shoulder the weight for two
If it gets too much to hold, I won't blame you if you go
In every conversation you fight for my attention
But I can feel the ennui that wears down your affection
Does it help if I say I'm sorry?
I know you must be tired
But I'm scared because I don't recognise myself
So whose role have I been modelled after?
Mothers warmth and fathers laughter
And yet I'm lost between with my anxiety and guilt
Oh, what is the price of my reprieve
If not a life of misery?
Held hostage by a blade of shame
With your name at the hilt
But I still can't find the words to compensate
For how vacant I have been
Never meant to take you for granted, but I know I did
God I hate myself for how you must think about me now
Know how much it hurts to grieve
But please don't hate me if I leave
How long have I been like this?
You must be tired
And I'm still trying to find the words to compensate
For how vacant I've been today
Can't believe that I would take you for granted
God I hate myself for letting you shoulder the weight for two
If it gets too much to hold, I won't blame you if you go
In every conversation you fight for my attention
But I can feel the ennui that wears down your affection
Does it help if I say I'm sorry?
I know you must be tired
But I'm scared because I don't recognise myself
So whose role have I been modelled after?
Mothers warmth and fathers laughter
And yet I'm lost between with my anxiety and guilt
Oh, what is the price of my reprieve
If not a life of misery?
Held hostage by a blade of shame
With your name at the hilt
But I still can't find the words to compensate
For how vacant I have been
Never meant to take you for granted, but I know I did
God I hate myself for how you must think about me now
Know how much it hurts to grieve
But please don't hate me if I leave
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:12.74] I barely notice as you pick up all the pieces
[00:22.70] How long have I been like this?
[00:26.08] You must be tired
[00:29.74] And I'm still trying to find the words to compensate
[00:36.79] For how vacant I've been today
[00:40.43] Can't believe that I would take you for granted
[00:45.28] God I hate myself for letting you shoulder the weight for two
[00:53.71] If it gets too much to hold, I won't blame you if you go
[01:01.95]
[01:04.37] In every conversation you fight for my attention
[01:11.35]
[01:14.25] But I can feel the ennui that wears down your affection
[01:19.37] Does it help if I say I'm sorry?
[01:30.22] I know you must be tired
[01:36.85] But I'm scared because I don't recognise myself
[01:50.93] So whose role have I been modelled after?
[01:54.12] Mothers warmth and fathers laughter
[01:56.94] And yet I'm lost between with my anxiety and guilt
[02:03.60] Oh, what is the price of my reprieve
[02:06.80] If not a life of misery?
[02:10.01] Held hostage by a blade of shame
[02:13.82] With your name at the hilt
[02:16.23] But I still can't find the words to compensate
[02:20.89] For how vacant I have been
[02:24.78] Never meant to take you for granted, but I know I did
[02:31.47] God I hate myself for how you must think about me now
[02:37.96] Know how much it hurts to grieve
[02:40.91] But please don't hate me if I leave
[02:43.76]
[00:22.70] How long have I been like this?
[00:26.08] You must be tired
[00:29.74] And I'm still trying to find the words to compensate
[00:36.79] For how vacant I've been today
[00:40.43] Can't believe that I would take you for granted
[00:45.28] God I hate myself for letting you shoulder the weight for two
[00:53.71] If it gets too much to hold, I won't blame you if you go
[01:01.95]
[01:04.37] In every conversation you fight for my attention
[01:11.35]
[01:14.25] But I can feel the ennui that wears down your affection
[01:19.37] Does it help if I say I'm sorry?
[01:30.22] I know you must be tired
[01:36.85] But I'm scared because I don't recognise myself
[01:50.93] So whose role have I been modelled after?
[01:54.12] Mothers warmth and fathers laughter
[01:56.94] And yet I'm lost between with my anxiety and guilt
[02:03.60] Oh, what is the price of my reprieve
[02:06.80] If not a life of misery?
[02:10.01] Held hostage by a blade of shame
[02:13.82] With your name at the hilt
[02:16.23] But I still can't find the words to compensate
[02:20.89] For how vacant I have been
[02:24.78] Never meant to take you for granted, but I know I did
[02:31.47] God I hate myself for how you must think about me now
[02:37.96] Know how much it hurts to grieve
[02:40.91] But please don't hate me if I leave
[02:43.76]