Endless Suffering (Live @ CBGBs)

pray - for death
I can't stop longing for a release
from this game of endless suffering
still I keep taking more of the pleasures
that sustain illusion
drink my life away because I can't free
myself from the same day
just to have a taste of what I could have
if I just fucking died
die in the arms - of the truth
maybe someday - I'll have the strength
to just let go
close my eyes - slip away
sleep forever - escape the hate
no - I can't escape the hate
no escape I've fallen in love
with feeling pain
and nothing I can do can stop the hate
a bitter man I stand to escape my fate