Preferring The Worst

Looking through the window
I can see the street lights fading
Here comes the sun
And another fucked up day.

I sat down by the west pier with her cries in my head
I still blame myself for never making any fucking sense
Love doesn't come and go
Love comes and leaves you all alone
Trashed dreams and broken home
Connection fails I'm still alone.

Tonight I speak her crushing words
Don't repeat she already knows
Silence falls her blackened heart
The valium kicks in were falling apart, falling apart.

She hangs a slip noose on my bedroom door
With blistered lips smiling at the floor
I've lost the feeling in my fucking toes
Love has killed me but she already fucking knows
She already fucking knows.