Pain Resides

Gassed Up
PCHC

Live my life in the Gnostic state
One point, one pace

So this is what life's all about?
I've had nothing but shit shovelled in my mouth
I can't escape, I have to keep my head down
Stay strong, I must hold up, not let down

I don't know how to cope, but my spirit is growing
Feel so emotional, but I gotta keep going
The bad hand I was dealt just isn't adding up
Somebody throw me a life belt
In the depths I am stuck

All of the pain caused by events for which I was not to blame
Am I insane?
From all of the anguish and hatred I've gained
I must believe that I have the strength to push on through the trees
Both hands will seize the feelings I have to control this disease

Live my life in the Gnostic state
One point, one pace

I don't know how to cope, but my spirit is growing
Feel so emotional, but I gotta keep going
The bad hand I was dealt just isn't adding up
Somebody throw me a life belt In the depths I am stuck

These scars have made me powerful Here I feel I'm invincible
Shattered, the terror, standing tall
Now I know what my life is for
Nothing in my way can stop me, never
I'm a one-man wrecking ball
Solid as steel I am
Breaking off the chains of my former suffering
Tearing through my shackles now
Solid as steel I am

Break through the trees with my mortal aggression
My curse has been lifted, my anguish will lessen
Facing my demons and powering through
All this madness has caused me to
shape what I knew into something I know
As I take back control and put fire in my soul
I am pain