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[00:15.75] If I killed myself today would you miss me
[00:19.68] "Dry your eyes babe" she insists me
[00:23.47] But there's no other way I can get it out
[00:30.44] If I wasn't here would you diss me
[00:34.87] I'll be up in heaven with a whiskey
[00:38.48] Trying not to care when I'm looking down
[00:44.28] I'm in the mood
[00:47.83] I'm in a hole
[00:51.43] And I'm thinking about you
[00:55.58] While the walls keep spinning
[00:59.16] I hope that you know
[01:02.92] I'm still in love
[01:11.17] I'm praying that I make it through the day
[01:14.42] On my own
[01:16.66] Break break down
[01:17.60] I won't stay down
[01:18.87] Put my gate down
[01:21.03] Only way out
[01:23.56] I don't have no money, I ain't saving
[01:27.16] I won't stay down, I ain't playing
[01:30.11] I never meant to hurt you in the worst way
[01:34.29] Like all the times that I forgot your birthday
[01:38.33] I see you're doing well so I won't interrupt
[01:45.92] I'm homeless
[01:49.57] All night long I feel the process kick
[01:53.52] How the hell am I supposed to process this
[01:59.43] I'm in the mood
[02:02.84] I'm in a hole
[02:06.53] And i'm thinking about you
[02:10.99] While the walls keep spinning
[02:14.29] I hope that you know
[02:18.09] I'm still in love
[02:26.36] I'm praying that I make it through the day
[02:29.66] On my own
[02:31.33] Break break down
[02:32.65] I won't stay down
[02:34.34] Put my gate down
[02:36.12] Only way out
[02:38.67] I don't have no money, I ain't saving
[02:42.18] I won't stay down, I ain't playing
[02:45.10] Break break down
[02:47.44] I won't stay down
[02:49.60] Put my gate down
[02:51.17] Only way out
[02:53.66] I don't have no money, I ain't saving
[02:57.17] I won't stay down, I ain't playing
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