Cry for Me

If I die, fuck what they talkin bout, please cry for me
So much coulda been avoided if we let the tears go
So if I die please cry for me
Know I finally let the fear go
I don't know what's underneath
Got a phone with like 12 different ways that you can reach me
Why can't nobody reach me?

Tryin to forgive myself, that shit feel like reaching
Tryna give my friends some help, that shit feel like preaching
Know this trauma got a root, that shit seated deeply
Plus I feel like if I knew, noone would believe me
Payin' so much cost to bear these crosses
Wish there was a cheap me
Wish I could unseat these
Congress of my thoughts who act a lot like ours
'Cause they don't have my best interests at heart
And they financed by elite greed
Wish I could just be one part of me for the night
I wish I could lose just one part of me in a fight
I wish I could be just who I oughta be and I might
But when I win I hope its fueled by love and not from spite
Releasing all these songs, emotions still trapped
Something's always wrong, my hope it feels sapped
I need to let it out and yo, that's real rap
But I'm from the home of these keep it real raps
And that's that so

If I die, fuck what they talkin bout, please cry for me
So much coulda been avoided if we let the tears go
So if I die please cry for me
Know I finally let the fear go
I don't know what's underneath
Got a phone with like 12 different ways that you can reach me
Why can't nobody reach me?