Digging a Tunnel

Been whipping my back since I was a defender
So long ago that I can hardly remember
Then someone told me it's ok to remember
The self-punishment is not the way to surrender
Surrender

What ever you will do will never be good
That voice inside is asking: you really thought it would?
Maybe it could
Wanna feel good
Do you feel good?
We could do it if we dig ourselves through it
Dig ourselves through it
Finding the light switch that will help us get through it
We can do it
Let's go through it
But way deep down behind my silly frown
Same thoughts on repeat-peat-peat-peat-peat
Wanna be free from those thoughts
Surrender
Surrender
Self-punishment is not the way to surrender