All That I Am

[00:12.19] The impact of a turning table
[00:15.16] Sound of suspense pronounced
[00:18.19] Call for help, voice disabled
[00:21.25] Rung dry of every ounce
[00:24.98] I am a rash labeled and diminished
[00:30.62] I am a layer of haste misrepresented
[00:35.86] Soft, faint, sick and weak
[00:38.86] Bruised by the tongue dug in my cheek
[00:42.41] I am why God is embarrassed of his image
[00:48.75] Dancing for rain
[00:52.05] Don't see a drop
[00:54.23] If the ground won't sustain
[00:57.29] Strike a match, burn the crop
[00:59.84] (Petrified, nothing to sew or provide)
[01:06.10] What if this is all that I amount to?
[01:12.33] Just enough to disappoint you
[01:15.04] A ceiling I know I can reach
[01:17.79] But I still can't break through (I still can't break through)
[01:22.65] What if this is all that I ever amount to?
[01:27.36]
[01:31.94] Sterilized (sterilized)
[01:36.13] No option left but to hide
[01:38.89] Soft, faint, sick and weak
[01:42.05] Soft, faint, sick and weak
[01:44.75] I'm soft, faint, sick and weak
[01:48.08] Counting the days 'til I'm obsolete
[01:51.73] I am a spill
[01:53.72] Seeping through the pressure cracks
[01:57.01] Swallowing a bitter pill
[01:59.55] But the medicine still won't react
[02:02.89]
[02:15.06] Rung dry of every ounce
[02:17.83] Disfigured and empty
[02:21.33] No option but to hide
[02:23.43] When the fragile all resemble me
[02:30.11] What if this is all that I amount to?
[02:36.17] More than enough to disappoint you
[02:38.92] Trying to fit where I don't belong
[02:41.34] If I make a sound, I make it wrong
[02:46.53] What if this is all that I am?
[02:50.98] Soft, faint, sick and weak
[02:53.96] Soft, faint, sick and weak
[02:56.69] I'm soft, faint, sick and weak
[02:59.94] Soft, faint, sick and weak, fuck
[03:03.50]
[03:14.19] The architect of my own deceit
[03:18.38]
[03:55.57] Reason is no match for pain
[04:01.98] And I'm definitely not any match for mine
[04:05.88] Not even close
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