CODEPENDENCY

[00:14.00] Cannot sleep, cannot think
[00:17.14] Demons eating away at me
[00:20.40] High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
[00:23.87] I can't reach the in between
[00:27.06] Squint your eyes, watch the beam
[00:30.57] Shut the lights out so you see
[00:33.87] You're not what you're meant to be
[00:37.03] You just take your wants from me
[00:40.50] And it hurts so bad
[00:44.13] When you take from me
[00:47.20] And it hurts so bad
[00:50.82] When you cannot see
[00:53.83] And it hurts so bad
[00:57.44] When I watch you bleed
[01:00.64] But I'm just as bad as you
[01:04.01] When I'm alone too
[01:07.46] I wanna die inside
[01:10.68] I convince myself I'm fine
[01:14.07] But now that I can see
[01:17.29] It's just my codependency
[01:20.37] Cannot sleep, cannot think
[01:23.45] Demons eating away at me
[01:26.68] High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
[01:30.04] I can't reach the in between
[01:33.32] Squint your eyes, watch the beam
[01:36.72] Shut the lights out so you see
[01:39.98] You're not what you're meant to be
[01:43.37] You just take your wants from me
[01:46.44] Screaming that you want to die
[01:49.96] While you throw my stuff outside
[01:53.35] Clinging to your lifeless skin
[01:56.44] Pleading just to let me in
[01:59.80] Now, I'm passed out on the floor
[02:03.06] Fled the country, now I'm poor
[02:06.51] High in my spare time
[02:09.48] Convince me that I'm fine
[02:13.03] Please, just speak to me
[02:16.48] Please, just say you need me
[02:19.62] Please, just speak to me
[02:23.04] Please, just say you love me
[02:26.22] Tell me that you'll be alright
[02:29.51] So, I won't have to deny
[02:32.96] That it all in me
[02:36.46] That is my codependency
[02:39.55] Cannot sleep, cannot think
[02:42.92] Demons eating away at me
[02:46.17] High on Xanax, I'm a fiend
[02:49.62] I can't reach the in between
[02:52.89] Squint your eyes, watch the beam
[02:56.03] Shut the lights out so you see
[02:59.32] You're not what you're meant to be
[03:02.77] You just take your wants from me
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