Sobering Thoughts From The Mondrian
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๐ ID: 9389656
๐ Lyrics
Never had a hand out
Lately seeing the hands
Pain moving forward but fuck it we still advance
God still in the plans
Took 1500 nos that's nothin I'm on my rance
That's real
Look I can spot a user or greed straight off the glance
Chicago in the summer no burner we took a chance
I slid to give the city my energy and my plans
LA been too vain for me
Painfully been jaded took a toll put a strain on me insane to me
A huge strain ironic can't see the gains on me
Feel my time comin I need that shit here quicker
Vodka with a spritzer networking to build figures
Pour it out when they ain't lookin pour Henny I'm still Nigga
This ghetto on me stained removing it kill my inner
Hard to change the cards I'm dealt with my niggas still dealing
I thought it'd be different
I gave my heart to cure my sickness
I thought it'd be different
Followed traditions where I end up look
Built my foundation with glass so y'all could see it clear
Stones casted at it but from the inner let's keep it real
Heavy winds there should help the sail but it sank the ship
Gotta break my standards and ego for us to coexist
Put it all in the music to heal my pain
I relate to Tom Brady lost my family to the game
I made niggas treat the story godly
Jealousy forming from salt but I love it more than Lawry's
Petty nigga I brought gifts to the pity parties
It's nothing better than lettin em see you moving largely
Soulfully ended in it
Rode through the trenches with it great speed nigga
This shit like gettin a ring from the 8th seed nigga
You hear cheers I don't buy it that's a hate speech Nigga
Look I see through a grotto
I let my spirit follow
Tried to let my love lead the way
But that led to more expectations and sorrows
It's heavy wallows
Feelings swallowed
Can't tell if it's real does this shit just make me hollow
Can't come off my that hill unless the love slowly spiral
Low range for change
I turned pains to gains
Love turned to strain
That path turned terrain
The doubt stayed to rain
I drive that in my lane
Tom Brady, lost my family to the game
Nothing changed
I thought it'd be different
Need love there at my lowest
I thought it'd be different
Some bridges burned some is golden
Heavy pressures on my shoulders
Cuz while I sold records sold lyrics
Sold message know my soul I never sold it
Reas
Soulfully ended in it
Roll through the trenches
Look I've been scared to settle down
Part of the fear is worried bout settling
Mistakes wish I could white em out
Too proud of my melanin
Ghost ride to the riches tints on it for my skeletons
Cuz they been holding me down got a fear about tellin em
I just keep em in that closet so I don't have to face it
All this fabric on me
It's like I'm tryna hide my fabrications
It's like I'm in search of your validation
It's like shit
It's like I keep saying like because I can't commit to nothin
Windows down while my speakers bumping
Hope it air out all these deep discussions
Not being honest with self could be yo saddest sickness
Feel like I been wearing that mask better than Stanley Ipkiss
Look I been carefully inchin
But been constantly workin
Constantly patient
Constantly urgent
I'm constantly trippin
I know my flaws and all but constantly perfect
Constantly steady
But constantly nervous
Constantly cool calm and collected
On the inside I know I'm constantly Urkel
Run in circles
Been livin like gerbils
Man fuck the love I need a girdle
Tryna hold it together
Lookin down I see my soul slowly rippin ask god to sew it together
Reason
Lately seeing the hands
Pain moving forward but fuck it we still advance
God still in the plans
Took 1500 nos that's nothin I'm on my rance
That's real
Look I can spot a user or greed straight off the glance
Chicago in the summer no burner we took a chance
I slid to give the city my energy and my plans
LA been too vain for me
Painfully been jaded took a toll put a strain on me insane to me
A huge strain ironic can't see the gains on me
Feel my time comin I need that shit here quicker
Vodka with a spritzer networking to build figures
Pour it out when they ain't lookin pour Henny I'm still Nigga
This ghetto on me stained removing it kill my inner
Hard to change the cards I'm dealt with my niggas still dealing
I thought it'd be different
I gave my heart to cure my sickness
I thought it'd be different
Followed traditions where I end up look
Built my foundation with glass so y'all could see it clear
Stones casted at it but from the inner let's keep it real
Heavy winds there should help the sail but it sank the ship
Gotta break my standards and ego for us to coexist
Put it all in the music to heal my pain
I relate to Tom Brady lost my family to the game
I made niggas treat the story godly
Jealousy forming from salt but I love it more than Lawry's
Petty nigga I brought gifts to the pity parties
It's nothing better than lettin em see you moving largely
Soulfully ended in it
Rode through the trenches with it great speed nigga
This shit like gettin a ring from the 8th seed nigga
You hear cheers I don't buy it that's a hate speech Nigga
Look I see through a grotto
I let my spirit follow
Tried to let my love lead the way
But that led to more expectations and sorrows
It's heavy wallows
Feelings swallowed
Can't tell if it's real does this shit just make me hollow
Can't come off my that hill unless the love slowly spiral
Low range for change
I turned pains to gains
Love turned to strain
That path turned terrain
The doubt stayed to rain
I drive that in my lane
Tom Brady, lost my family to the game
Nothing changed
I thought it'd be different
Need love there at my lowest
I thought it'd be different
Some bridges burned some is golden
Heavy pressures on my shoulders
Cuz while I sold records sold lyrics
Sold message know my soul I never sold it
Reas
Soulfully ended in it
Roll through the trenches
Look I've been scared to settle down
Part of the fear is worried bout settling
Mistakes wish I could white em out
Too proud of my melanin
Ghost ride to the riches tints on it for my skeletons
Cuz they been holding me down got a fear about tellin em
I just keep em in that closet so I don't have to face it
All this fabric on me
It's like I'm tryna hide my fabrications
It's like I'm in search of your validation
It's like shit
It's like I keep saying like because I can't commit to nothin
Windows down while my speakers bumping
Hope it air out all these deep discussions
Not being honest with self could be yo saddest sickness
Feel like I been wearing that mask better than Stanley Ipkiss
Look I been carefully inchin
But been constantly workin
Constantly patient
Constantly urgent
I'm constantly trippin
I know my flaws and all but constantly perfect
Constantly steady
But constantly nervous
Constantly cool calm and collected
On the inside I know I'm constantly Urkel
Run in circles
Been livin like gerbils
Man fuck the love I need a girdle
Tryna hold it together
Lookin down I see my soul slowly rippin ask god to sew it together
Reason
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:13.92] Never had a hand out
[00:15.02] Lately seeing the hands
[00:16.74] Pain moving forward but fuck it we still advance
[00:19.11] God still in the plans
[00:20.47] Took 1500 nos that's nothin I'm on my rance
[00:23.52] That's real
[00:24.63] Look I can spot a user or greed straight off the glance
[00:27.33] Chicago in the summer no burner we took a chance
[00:30.08] I slid to give the city my energy and my plans
[00:32.75] LA been too vain for me
[00:34.59] Painfully been jaded took a toll put a strain on me insane to me
[00:38.44] A huge strain ironic can't see the gains on me
[00:40.99] Feel my time comin I need that shit here quicker
[00:43.77] Vodka with a spritzer networking to build figures
[00:46.28] Pour it out when they ain't lookin pour Henny I'm still Nigga
[00:48.98] This ghetto on me stained removing it kill my inner
[00:51.40] Hard to change the cards I'm dealt with my niggas still dealing
[00:54.23] I thought it'd be different
[00:55.57] I gave my heart to cure my sickness
[00:56.96] I thought it'd be different
[00:58.06] Followed traditions where I end up look
[01:00.01] Built my foundation with glass so y'all could see it clear
[01:02.74] Stones casted at it but from the inner let's keep it real
[01:05.43] Heavy winds there should help the sail but it sank the ship
[01:08.17] Gotta break my standards and ego for us to coexist
[01:11.21] Put it all in the music to heal my pain
[01:13.25] I relate to Tom Brady lost my family to the game
[01:15.88] I made niggas treat the story godly
[01:17.73] Jealousy forming from salt but I love it more than Lawry's
[01:20.69] Petty nigga I brought gifts to the pity parties
[01:23.15] It's nothing better than lettin em see you moving largely
[01:25.86] Soulfully ended in it
[01:27.21] Rode through the trenches with it great speed nigga
[01:29.48] This shit like gettin a ring from the 8th seed nigga
[01:32.17] You hear cheers I don't buy it that's a hate speech Nigga
[01:34.69] Look I see through a grotto
[01:36.11] I let my spirit follow
[01:37.40] Tried to let my love lead the way
[01:39.02] But that led to more expectations and sorrows
[01:41.29] It's heavy wallows
[01:42.26] Feelings swallowed
[01:43.32] Can't tell if it's real does this shit just make me hollow
[01:46.03] Can't come off my that hill unless the love slowly spiral
[01:48.85] Low range for change
[01:50.00] I turned pains to gains
[01:51.51] Love turned to strain
[01:52.64] That path turned terrain
[01:54.00] The doubt stayed to rain
[01:55.34] I drive that in my lane
[01:56.52] Tom Brady, lost my family to the game
[01:58.57] Nothing changed
[01:59.31] I thought it'd be different
[02:00.73] Need love there at my lowest
[02:02.02] I thought it'd be different
[02:02.93] Some bridges burned some is golden
[02:04.61] Heavy pressures on my shoulders
[02:06.14] Cuz while I sold records sold lyrics
[02:08.08] Sold message know my soul I never sold it
[02:10.00] Reas
[02:12.42]
[02:24.08] Soulfully ended in it
[02:25.88] Roll through the trenches
[02:27.25] Look I've been scared to settle down
[02:29.34] Part of the fear is worried bout settling
[02:31.39] Mistakes wish I could white em out
[02:33.04] Too proud of my melanin
[02:34.41] Ghost ride to the riches tints on it for my skeletons
[02:37.39] Cuz they been holding me down got a fear about tellin em
[02:41.05] I just keep em in that closet so I don't have to face it
[02:43.52] All this fabric on me
[02:44.72] It's like I'm tryna hide my fabrications
[02:47.54] It's like I'm in search of your validation
[02:49.78] It's like shit
[02:51.34] It's like I keep saying like because I can't commit to nothin
[02:54.48] Windows down while my speakers bumping
[02:56.84] Hope it air out all these deep discussions
[02:58.84] Not being honest with self could be yo saddest sickness
[03:01.89] Feel like I been wearing that mask better than Stanley Ipkiss
[03:04.99] Look I been carefully inchin
[03:06.55] But been constantly workin
[03:07.64] Constantly patient
[03:08.61] Constantly urgent
[03:09.63] I'm constantly trippin
[03:10.76] I know my flaws and all but constantly perfect
[03:13.05] Constantly steady
[03:14.05] But constantly nervous
[03:15.10] Constantly cool calm and collected
[03:17.16] On the inside I know I'm constantly Urkel
[03:19.10] Run in circles
[03:20.09] Been livin like gerbils
[03:21.26] Man fuck the love I need a girdle
[03:23.08] Tryna hold it together
[03:24.47] Lookin down I see my soul slowly rippin ask god to sew it together
[03:28.12] Reason
[03:28.42]
[00:15.02] Lately seeing the hands
[00:16.74] Pain moving forward but fuck it we still advance
[00:19.11] God still in the plans
[00:20.47] Took 1500 nos that's nothin I'm on my rance
[00:23.52] That's real
[00:24.63] Look I can spot a user or greed straight off the glance
[00:27.33] Chicago in the summer no burner we took a chance
[00:30.08] I slid to give the city my energy and my plans
[00:32.75] LA been too vain for me
[00:34.59] Painfully been jaded took a toll put a strain on me insane to me
[00:38.44] A huge strain ironic can't see the gains on me
[00:40.99] Feel my time comin I need that shit here quicker
[00:43.77] Vodka with a spritzer networking to build figures
[00:46.28] Pour it out when they ain't lookin pour Henny I'm still Nigga
[00:48.98] This ghetto on me stained removing it kill my inner
[00:51.40] Hard to change the cards I'm dealt with my niggas still dealing
[00:54.23] I thought it'd be different
[00:55.57] I gave my heart to cure my sickness
[00:56.96] I thought it'd be different
[00:58.06] Followed traditions where I end up look
[01:00.01] Built my foundation with glass so y'all could see it clear
[01:02.74] Stones casted at it but from the inner let's keep it real
[01:05.43] Heavy winds there should help the sail but it sank the ship
[01:08.17] Gotta break my standards and ego for us to coexist
[01:11.21] Put it all in the music to heal my pain
[01:13.25] I relate to Tom Brady lost my family to the game
[01:15.88] I made niggas treat the story godly
[01:17.73] Jealousy forming from salt but I love it more than Lawry's
[01:20.69] Petty nigga I brought gifts to the pity parties
[01:23.15] It's nothing better than lettin em see you moving largely
[01:25.86] Soulfully ended in it
[01:27.21] Rode through the trenches with it great speed nigga
[01:29.48] This shit like gettin a ring from the 8th seed nigga
[01:32.17] You hear cheers I don't buy it that's a hate speech Nigga
[01:34.69] Look I see through a grotto
[01:36.11] I let my spirit follow
[01:37.40] Tried to let my love lead the way
[01:39.02] But that led to more expectations and sorrows
[01:41.29] It's heavy wallows
[01:42.26] Feelings swallowed
[01:43.32] Can't tell if it's real does this shit just make me hollow
[01:46.03] Can't come off my that hill unless the love slowly spiral
[01:48.85] Low range for change
[01:50.00] I turned pains to gains
[01:51.51] Love turned to strain
[01:52.64] That path turned terrain
[01:54.00] The doubt stayed to rain
[01:55.34] I drive that in my lane
[01:56.52] Tom Brady, lost my family to the game
[01:58.57] Nothing changed
[01:59.31] I thought it'd be different
[02:00.73] Need love there at my lowest
[02:02.02] I thought it'd be different
[02:02.93] Some bridges burned some is golden
[02:04.61] Heavy pressures on my shoulders
[02:06.14] Cuz while I sold records sold lyrics
[02:08.08] Sold message know my soul I never sold it
[02:10.00] Reas
[02:12.42]
[02:24.08] Soulfully ended in it
[02:25.88] Roll through the trenches
[02:27.25] Look I've been scared to settle down
[02:29.34] Part of the fear is worried bout settling
[02:31.39] Mistakes wish I could white em out
[02:33.04] Too proud of my melanin
[02:34.41] Ghost ride to the riches tints on it for my skeletons
[02:37.39] Cuz they been holding me down got a fear about tellin em
[02:41.05] I just keep em in that closet so I don't have to face it
[02:43.52] All this fabric on me
[02:44.72] It's like I'm tryna hide my fabrications
[02:47.54] It's like I'm in search of your validation
[02:49.78] It's like shit
[02:51.34] It's like I keep saying like because I can't commit to nothin
[02:54.48] Windows down while my speakers bumping
[02:56.84] Hope it air out all these deep discussions
[02:58.84] Not being honest with self could be yo saddest sickness
[03:01.89] Feel like I been wearing that mask better than Stanley Ipkiss
[03:04.99] Look I been carefully inchin
[03:06.55] But been constantly workin
[03:07.64] Constantly patient
[03:08.61] Constantly urgent
[03:09.63] I'm constantly trippin
[03:10.76] I know my flaws and all but constantly perfect
[03:13.05] Constantly steady
[03:14.05] But constantly nervous
[03:15.10] Constantly cool calm and collected
[03:17.16] On the inside I know I'm constantly Urkel
[03:19.10] Run in circles
[03:20.09] Been livin like gerbils
[03:21.26] Man fuck the love I need a girdle
[03:23.08] Tryna hold it together
[03:24.47] Lookin down I see my soul slowly rippin ask god to sew it together
[03:28.12] Reason
[03:28.42]