Faking It

[00:28.52] There is an incredulousness
[00:32.92] That accompanies my depressed existence
[00:39.42] It asks how on earth I am getting through this
[00:42.89] So how on earth am I getting through this?
[00:46.27] The question repeats and repeats
[00:49.05] I stare blankly in disbelief
[00:52.04] How am I standing?
[00:53.51] How am I alive?
[00:55.15] How am I making it seem like it's fine?
[00:58.80] The question repeats and repeats
[01:05.89] Staring blankly in disbelief
[01:17.06] At pictures of me
[01:22.38] And I wonder, who is this?
[01:29.04] I don't recognise that smile
[01:38.28] How is it so convincing?
[01:42.12] I don't recognisе that life
[01:48.15] Inside it feels like I am dying
[02:03.36] It's wеird to know I wasn't happy
[02:07.81] That's just how I made it seem
[02:10.45] An illusion of positivity
[02:13.46] I will never live up to these lies
[02:17.23] I will never be worth your time
[02:21.88] There is an incredulousness
[02:26.14] That accompanies my depressed existence
[02:32.69] It asks how on earth I am getting through this
[02:36.02] So how on earth am I getting through this?
[02:39.44] The question repeats and repeats
[02:42.08] I stare blankly in disbelief
[02:45.15] How am I standing?
[02:46.53] How am I alive?
[02:48.33] How am I making it seem like it's fine?
[02:51.78] The question repeats and repeats
[02:54.65] It repeats and repeats and repeats
[02:59.15] Staring blankly in disbelief
[03:11.87] At pictures of me
[03:16.12] And I wonder, who is this?
[03:22.31] I don't recognise that smile
[03:31.31] How is it so convincing?
[03:35.24] I don't recognise that life
[03:41.36] Inside it feels like I am dying
[03:56.72] It's weird to know I wasn't happy
[04:00.82] That's just how I made it seem
[04:03.53] An illusion of positivity
[04:09.81] I don't feel joy
[04:10.87] I just fake it
[04:16.12] I don't feel hope
[04:17.13] I just fake it
[04:21.63] I don't feel love
[04:22.88] I just fake it
[04:27.65] I don't feel real
[04:31.10] Nothing is sacred
[04:40.45] I don't feel joy
[04:41.79] I just fake it
[04:43.57] I don't feel hope
[04:44.68] I just fake it
[04:52.99] I don't feel love
[04:53.90] I just fake it
[04:56.04] I don't feel real
[04:57.17] I just fake it
[05:05.46] I don't feel joy
[05:06.46] I just fake it
[05:08.51] I don't feel hope
[05:09.44] I just fake it
[05:17.72] I don't feel love
[05:18.77] I just fake it
[05:21.11] Nothing is sacred
[05:25.55]