Disconnected

Painkillers emotional thriller
I really found out I was my one and only killer
My one and only killer
Painkillers emotional trigger
It? a rich man? war
But it? a poor man? fight
It? just a poor man? fight
I wish I was taller
I wish I was smart
I wish I did not have this hole in my heart
I wish
I wish
If there? anything left
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