IDK If I'm a Boy

[00:11.16] I don't know if I'm a boy
[00:14.12] I don't know if I'm a man
[00:17.03] I know I wanna be called pretty
[00:20.13] But I don't know if I want titties
[00:23.41] I guess I could say gender non-conforming
[00:26.87] But I've done really well conforming
[00:30.02] And non-binary doesn't have the ring I've been looking for
[00:36.23] I am Jake and I am Foster
[00:39.23] I am something in the middle
[00:42.38] But I'm fine with both these names that I've been given
[00:48.15] I don't know if I'm a reject
[00:51.49] I don't know if I'm a loser
[00:54.44] But I know that I've been feelin'
[00:57.59] Feminine since I was teethin' (maybe not that early)
[01:00.77] I don't know if I can rock it
[01:03.78] I don't think my ass is poppin'
[01:06.78] But I know that I've been breathin'
[01:09.80] Different when I'm wearin' makeup
[01:13.54] Maybe then never mind
[01:15.57] I was gonna undercut
[01:18.76] All of my feelings with stupid lines about musical theatre
[01:23.06] That's not what I'm here for
[01:25.01] I have a tendency for irony
[01:27.64] You see those stupid words served to protect me
[01:31.52] But I can't figure out those stupid words
[01:34.87] I don't know if I like he or her
[01:37.61] I remember wearing my mom's high heels
[01:41.25] And these pink work-out sweatpants
[01:44.28] Yeah, I was a little kid
[01:47.43] Who didn't know to hide it
[01:50.49] I remember hatin' all my clothes
[01:53.25] And seeing pretty girls with pretty clothes
[01:56.46] And I was envious
[02:00.91] How can I be one of those?
[02:02.48] I don't know if I'm a reject
[02:05.57] I don't know if I'm a loser
[02:08.79] But I know that I've been feeling'
[02:11.71] Feminine since I was teethin'
[02:14.80] I don't know if I can rock it
[02:18.12] I don't think my ass is poppin'
[02:21.19] But I know that I've been breathin'
[02:24.26] Different when I'm wearin' makeup
[02:29.23] And I told myself, "Lose a little weight
[02:33.73] And you can wear anything you want"
[02:41.55] And I tried to wait until I lost enough, but
[02:47.70] It never felt like it came
[02:53.81] And I told myself, "Lose a little weight
[02:58.64] You can dress any women's clothes"
[03:06.40] And I gained some weight, then I told myself
[03:11.54] "Fuck it, bitch, I am writing a song"
[03:16.62] Now I know that I'm a reject
[03:19.87] My own special kind of loser
[03:23.11] But I know that I've been feelin'
[03:26.13] Feminine since I was breathin'
[03:29.32] I'm not sure if I can rock it
[03:32.23] But I'm sure my ass is poppin'
[03:35.61] And I know that I've been breathin'
[03:38.54] Different since I've got this feeling
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