I Entered the Void

I was a container - I am nothing now
He made a flood on the floor - and I was a drainer
Her guts leaked - I was the retainer
His lusts flooded - and I was the restrainer
She threw herself up - and I was the container

And again - here we go
You say you're oh so low
Off course you're starring in the show
I could even make your portfolio
But I'm the only one you'll share it with though

And I entered the void
Just in time, nothing's destroyed
Should I be worried Freud?
For everything that I avoid
Feel less like a human, might be a humanoid
but I still feel - a little

My zest was overrated - it felt good - and I was devastated
I guess this is something that I created
And I never really demonstrated
But couldn't you see that I was slowly deflated?
Oh,
I guess it's hard to see others
when you're always so got damn frustrated

I - I never ran away
yet nothing in my bag caught my attention
One would guess distance is a prevention
but some made a new dimension
and now one is haunting me

And I entered the void
Just in time, nothing's destroyed
Should I be worried Freud?
For everything that I avoid
Feel less like a human, might be a humanoid
but I still feel - a little

And again - here we go
You say you're oh so low
You say you're oh so low
I - I never ran away
I was there
I was always there