My Design

[00:30.23] Fucked up
[00:31.55] Where did I come from?
[00:33.31] Can't get a grip on the shit I'm under
[00:36.28] I love to dream, not when I dream of problems
[00:39.35] I like to think that I'm on top of all of them
[00:43.09] If not the drugs I need order
[00:45.93] I need a cellophane border
[00:48.38] Beneath the haze always fighting for more
[00:51.42] I can't seem to close that fucking door
[01:00.66] No space to breathe
[01:01.95] Nothing left to bleed
[01:03.57] What still remains?
[01:05.12] Beneath my skin
[01:07.26] What have I become?
[01:09.53] Fighting against the hands of time
[01:13.23] Til I self-destruct
[01:15.24] It's automatic and I know
[01:19.90] I know this is my design
[01:25.21] I saw the world
[01:27.81] Through innocent eyes
[01:30.42] I never wanted to change
[01:34.13] Or live this life
[01:38.39] Still the record spins
[01:40.98] The pain it never ends
[01:43.77] This is a poison
[01:45.85] That's gonna take every fortune
[01:54.50] If slowly losing control is all you know then
[02:00.33] You will fall under the dirt of the world you ruin
[02:37.95] Beneath my skin
[02:40.06] What have I become?
[02:42.49] Fighting against the hands of time
[02:46.38] Til I self-destruct
[02:48.41] It's automatic and I know
[02:52.99] I know this is my design
[02:58.17] If not the drugs I need order
[03:00.95] I need a cellophane border
[03:03.70] Beneath the haze always fighting for more
[03:06.80] I'll never close this door
[03:10.13] And I know
[03:11.21] I know this is my design
[03:24.37] This is my design
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