Ohnmacht

I can not count the days I've lost
I have to face it but it's flawed
Your elegance brings heal
Helps me to deal with my own pain
Bang my head against the wall to turn it off
Bang my head against the wall to turn it off
Calm me down, please love me now
Love me now

Fear of the dark, fearing the day
No end in sight, depressed and sick
Love is what I seek, need to be free
Wish I never knew how it is to be me

Unloved, the feelings uncontrolled
Left in the dark, a broken soul
Let me consume what heals
Give me the nearness that I need

And I'm here by myself, locked, cannot move
The problems that the past revealed
Are all inside my head

Fear of the dark, fearing the day
No end in sight, depressed and sick
Love is what I seek, need to be free
Wish I never knew how it is to be me
Fear of the dark, fearing the day
Fear of the dark, fearing the day
Do not give in, unfeel the pain
Restless surrender, no choice for me

Ripped apart, inside out
Unspeakable without a doubt
Ripped apart, inside out
Unspeakable without a doubt
Fighting, not playing
Controlling my thoughts (my thoughts)
Surrounding my feelings
With an army of love

And I'm here by myself
Locked, cannot move
The problems that my past revealed
Are all inside my head

Fear of the dark, fearing the day
No end in sight, depressed and sick
Love is what I seek, need to be free
Wish I never knew how it is to be me
Fear of the dark, fearing the day
Fear of the dark, fearing the day
Do not give in, unfeel the pain
Restless surrender, no choice for me

For the last time
You helped me to find myself
Turn the inside to the outside
Again
For the last time
You helped me to find myself
Turn the inside to the outside
Again