Spider Under My Pillow

I've got a spider under my pillow
asking me to gently throw her out
but I'm trying to let it in
so slow
we start to show
as long as I've got my eye on her
then she surely has her eye on me
we play
both pretending to be free
transform into each other
if all words are made up
infinity's my favorite lie
if all words are made up
forever's just the biggest one

finally found a way out
finally found a way out
finally found a way out
funny, on the other side
it's just another starting line

sometimes, I have to paper cut myself
in the act of getting words out of
her womb
I'm the knife
and I need to be precise
to make sense of getting old
if all words are made up
infinity's my favorite lie
if all words are made up
forever's just the biggest one

finally found a way out

finally found a way out
finally found a way out
funny, on the other side
finally found a way out
finally found a way out
funny, on the other side
it's just another starting line