I'm Feelin Alive

I'm over feeling like the best part's over
Like everything is just so pointless until the end
I think I've earned it from the weight I've shouldered
I'm sick of waiting. And I've been waiting a long time
I'm feelin alive
I don't wanna die
I'm seeing it all for the first time
But how do I keep these feelings awake
And the other ones asleep?
I don't know
It's always scratching at the back of my head
I can admit that I've been way too
Cruel at the wrong times
It's coming alive
What if I die?
I swear to god that I ain't high
But how do I get these feelings away
And the other ones to stay?
I'm feelin alive
I don't wanna die
I'm seeing it all for the first time
But how do I keep these feelings awake
And the other ones asleep?