Tunnel Vision

I'll be fine, at least for now
Prepare for my hospital gown
Try my best to drag it out
I can tell, they're counting down
Pick my skin until it bleeds
Call out people's name when I sleep
Drilling holes into my teeth
I say things they can't believe
I can't feel a thing
Tunnel vision, you're always making up excuses for me
Bad decisions, I guess I'll grow out of them eventually
Kindness is a friend of mine
At least when my anger subsides
Thoughts of violence on my mind
Don't tell them
Tunnel vision, you're always making up excuses for me
Bad decisions, I guess I'll grow out of them eventually
Should've figured, but my excuses always got in the way
Cold shoulder, to make it easier to get through the day