Ornament

I've taken drugs, I've taken sides
The devil taught me alibis
Now you've seen all that I'll never be
It thrills me 'cause you're still not leaving

The money spent
The way I vent
Vices collect like ornaments and
Now you've seen all that I'll never be
It thrills me 'cause you're still not leaving

Oh, and please don't make me say it
It would only complicate it
And this perseverance it helps to
To guide this grieving

I've taken drugs, I've taken sides
And the devil himself, he taught me alibis and
Now you've seen all that I'll never be
It kills me 'cause you're still not leaving