so what i lied
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โฑ๏ธ 3:26 duration
๐ ID: 9452985
๐ Lyrics
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
Self-awareness
Or self-obsession, I
Don't wanna share this
But I'm not sleeping right
I think I'm falling
But I can't trust it yet
I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
You said you could wait until I got myself in check
But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
When I go home I just an empty house and
I think I feel too loudly
Don't wanna talk about it
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I think too much about it every night, I
Think it's less about me than I like, I
Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
(I think I feel too loudly) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
Too much about it every night
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
It's less about me than I like
(I think I feel so loudly) I
Know (I don't know how to love you right)
I'm not complete, I'll be alright
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I don't know how to love you right
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
Self-awareness
Or self-obsession, I
Don't wanna share this
But I'm not sleeping right
I think I'm falling
But I can't trust it yet
I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
You said you could wait until I got myself in check
But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
When I go home I just an empty house and
I think I feel too loudly
Don't wanna talk about it
I know what my parents' had
Should I expect the same for me?
When you look at me like that
I feel afraid of what you see
I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
And I think I'm just overthinking too much
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I think too much about it every night, I
Think it's less about me than I like, I
Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
(I think I feel too loudly) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
Too much about it every night
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Think (I don't know how to love you right)
It's less about me than I like
(I think I feel so loudly) I
Know (I don't know how to love you right)
I'm not complete, I'll be alright
(Don't wanna talk about it) I
Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
So what I lied
Should I have said I'm not alright
What age were you
When you found out your dad is human too
Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
So what I lied
I don't know how to love you right
I don't know how to love you right
โฑ๏ธ Synced Lyrics
[00:00.26] So what I lied
[00:02.08] Should I have said I'm not alright
[00:04.74] What age were you
[00:05.88] When you found out your dad is human too
[00:08.93] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[00:12.65] So what I lied
[00:14.26] I don't know how to love you right
[00:32.51] Self-awareness
[00:34.45] Or self-obsession, I
[00:36.55] Don't wanna share this
[00:38.63] But I'm not sleeping right
[00:40.78] I think I'm falling
[00:42.64] But I can't trust it yet
[00:44.79] I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause
[00:49.23] I know what my parents' had
[00:51.04] Should I expect the same for me?
[00:53.18] When you look at me like that
[00:55.16] I feel afraid of what you see
[00:57.83] I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
[01:01.53] And I think I'm just overthinking too much
[01:05.58] So what I lied
[01:07.35] Should I have said I'm not alright
[01:09.75] What age were you
[01:11.07] When you found out your dad is human too
[01:13.92] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[01:17.91] So what I lied
[01:19.51] I don't know how to love you right
[01:30.34] You said you could wait until I got myself in check
[01:34.36] But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
[01:38.32] When I go home I just an empty house and
[01:41.72] I think I feel too loudly
[01:43.83] Don't wanna talk about it
[01:45.82] I know what my parents' had
[01:48.07] Should I expect the same for me?
[01:50.12] When you look at me like that
[01:52.03] I feel afraid of what you see
[01:54.63] I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
[01:58.68] And I think I'm just overthinking too much
[02:02.55] So what I lied
[02:04.19] Should I have said I'm not alright
[02:06.74] What age were you
[02:07.89] When you found out your dad is human too
[02:10.97] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[02:14.48] So what I lied
[02:16.58] I don't know how to love you right
[02:19.00] I think too much about it every night, I
[02:24.13] Think it's less about me than I like, I
[02:28.07] Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
[02:32.26] Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
[02:34.86] (I think I feel too loudly) I
[02:36.41] Think (I don't know how to love you right)
[02:36.64] Too much about it every night
[02:38.82] (Don't wanna talk about it) I
[02:40.17] Think (I don't know how to love you right)
[02:41.21] It's less about me than I like
[02:42.85] (I think I feel so loudly) I
[02:44.38] Know (I don't know how to love you right)
[02:44.93] I'm not complete, I'll be alright
[02:47.29] (Don't wanna talk about it) I
[02:48.85] Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
[02:51.06] So what I lied
[02:52.81] Should I have said I'm not alright
[02:55.58] What age were you
[02:56.67] When you found out your dad is human too
[02:59.59] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[03:03.21] So what I lied
[03:05.30] I don't know how to love you right
[03:21.22] I don't know how to love you right
[03:24.69]
[00:02.08] Should I have said I'm not alright
[00:04.74] What age were you
[00:05.88] When you found out your dad is human too
[00:08.93] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[00:12.65] So what I lied
[00:14.26] I don't know how to love you right
[00:32.51] Self-awareness
[00:34.45] Or self-obsession, I
[00:36.55] Don't wanna share this
[00:38.63] But I'm not sleeping right
[00:40.78] I think I'm falling
[00:42.64] But I can't trust it yet
[00:44.79] I'm 23, but I still feel like a kid in my head 'cause
[00:49.23] I know what my parents' had
[00:51.04] Should I expect the same for me?
[00:53.18] When you look at me like that
[00:55.16] I feel afraid of what you see
[00:57.83] I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
[01:01.53] And I think I'm just overthinking too much
[01:05.58] So what I lied
[01:07.35] Should I have said I'm not alright
[01:09.75] What age were you
[01:11.07] When you found out your dad is human too
[01:13.92] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[01:17.91] So what I lied
[01:19.51] I don't know how to love you right
[01:30.34] You said you could wait until I got myself in check
[01:34.36] But I still see the shadows of the nights I won't get back
[01:38.32] When I go home I just an empty house and
[01:41.72] I think I feel too loudly
[01:43.83] Don't wanna talk about it
[01:45.82] I know what my parents' had
[01:48.07] Should I expect the same for me?
[01:50.12] When you look at me like that
[01:52.03] I feel afraid of what you see
[01:54.63] I get scared 'cause I expect you to run
[01:58.68] And I think I'm just overthinking too much
[02:02.55] So what I lied
[02:04.19] Should I have said I'm not alright
[02:06.74] What age were you
[02:07.89] When you found out your dad is human too
[02:10.97] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[02:14.48] So what I lied
[02:16.58] I don't know how to love you right
[02:19.00] I think too much about it every night, I
[02:24.13] Think it's less about me than I like, I
[02:28.07] Know I'm not complete, I'll be alright, I
[02:32.26] Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
[02:34.86] (I think I feel too loudly) I
[02:36.41] Think (I don't know how to love you right)
[02:36.64] Too much about it every night
[02:38.82] (Don't wanna talk about it) I
[02:40.17] Think (I don't know how to love you right)
[02:41.21] It's less about me than I like
[02:42.85] (I think I feel so loudly) I
[02:44.38] Know (I don't know how to love you right)
[02:44.93] I'm not complete, I'll be alright
[02:47.29] (Don't wanna talk about it) I
[02:48.85] Know I'm still enough, we'll be alright
[02:51.06] So what I lied
[02:52.81] Should I have said I'm not alright
[02:55.58] What age were you
[02:56.67] When you found out your dad is human too
[02:59.59] Now I feel guilty when I hold onto you
[03:03.21] So what I lied
[03:05.30] I don't know how to love you right
[03:21.22] I don't know how to love you right
[03:24.69]