Black Thoughts

Stoned, my head's full of smoke, and I can't even think
I just pretend that I'm smart, but I am dumb
Boned, by a big joint I made to forget my state
I am so confused and I wanna get out

Locked, I feel stuck as fuck, is this a straitjacket
That I can not see, but I feel it on my skin
Dropped, I feel dropped in this cage, but it is my brain
In which I'm confined and I wanna get out

Insanity comes from down. Reality is not your friend

Doomed, I feel fucking doomed. Don't know what to do now
I just want a breath of fresh air, I want out
Fooled, medias had me fooled. I can't trust what's online
I am boiling up inside, wanna get out

Locked, I feel stuck as fuck, is this a straitjacket
That I can not see, but I feel it on my skin
Dropped, I feel dropped in this cage, but it is my brain
In which I'm confined and I wanna get out

I wanna get out

Locked inside, I fall apart. My mind just parts with my own eyes
But I can see the stars shining when I look outside
These lifted clouds made me hate inside
Counting all seconds, all minutes, all fucking hours
They're all wasted, motherfuck, stuck in a silver tower
I miss everything, living is a dead end
Reality, man, is not your friend

I now feel secure, thanks to you I'm sure
Black thoughts are leaving my head
Insanity comes from down. Reality is not your friend