Double Down

Quiet in this old apartment
Sitting in the mess we made
But feeling like an empty closet
Nothing here to help us stop the rain

You never meant to hurt nobody
Wish I didn't hear you say
That you're about to leave somebody
Now it's me that's gotta feel the pain

Slowly I keep falling
Not the way I wanted
But who am I to make you stay
When your heart is set on walking
Lonely I'll keep falling
Slowly out of orbit
But maybe I just need the space

Harder I try forget it
Heavier it weights
Again & again & again no I get it
Again I ain't got what it takes
Said I'm getting better as I fade away
Again & again & again no I get it
Again double down 'til I break

Lying in the wake of a promise
Somewhere along the way yeah we lost it
I know that it's bigger than me
But when my walls are falling down man it's harder to breathe

And in a moment everything we could be
Somebody stole it
Now I'm watching you leave
The bedroom the hallway
And now it's only me that's left to bleed

Slowly I keep falling
Not the way I wanted
But who am I to make you stay
When your heart is set on walking
Lonely I'll keep falling
Slowly out of orbit
But maybe I just need the space

Harder I try forget it
Heavier it weights
Again & again & again no I get it
Again I ain't got what it takes
Said I'm getting better as I fade away
Again & again & again no I get it
Again double down 'til I break

Harder I try forget it
Heavier it weights
Again & again & again no I get it
Again I ain't got what it takes
Said I'm getting better as I fade away
Again & again & again no I get it
Again double down 'til I break